FIVE things you wish you could say to five different people right now:
1. Why do you make things so hard for me? We make each other jealous and trippin' balls. Now what? We both don't like it so either stop it or end the friendship. You tell me what you want cuz I want to stop it. I wouldn't wanna lose you for anything.
2. Don't put me through a guilt trip when you just want sympathy. -_-
3. Thank god your here to listen to me! (:
4. Wow...I've realized how long we haven't talk and it feels so great to just hang out with you. We definitely needa hang out again cuz I missed talking to you.
5. You do seem a bit different, but I still see you as that shy and quiet boy. HAHA. You're still TOO innocent! LOLL PS. Don't become a pothead in UCSC. (:
TEN things about yourself:
1. I sleep when I'm stressing or don't wanna think.
2. I get tingly feelings when a boy does something really sweet for me.
3. There's always a day where nothing goes right.
4. I get paranoid alot.
5. I need to stop falling for jerks!
6. Procrastination is my thing.
7. I get jealous way too easily.
8. Always sarcastic.
9. I feel like all these "I..." makes me sound conceited.
10. I NEED to go to Six Flags this summer!
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Read this blog. There's always clues here and there. (:
2. Make me laugh.
3. Surprise me just cause.
4. Random chats that makes me go "How'd we get to talking about this?"
5. Don't tell me something then end up not doing it.
6. Remember the little things.
7. Honesty and trust.
8. Show that you care without me asking.
FIVE things you wish you had:
1. A CARR!
2. JOB
3. Unlimited texting.
4. More clothes.
5. Wii
THREE smileys that describe you:
1. :D
2. D:
3. :/
FOUR beliefs:
1. Don't make someone a priority when they only make you an option.
2. What goes around, comes around.
3. It's easier to forgive than to forget.
4. Don't regret the things that you've done because at then end of the day, you're the one that made the decision.
FOUR things that make you at peace:
1. Sleep
2. Just go out and have fun.
3. Talk to someone I trust.
4. Listen to music.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Him. ):
2. What if this, what if that.
3. Why?
4. I feel stupid.
5. HAHAHA...
6. The things I can do with a car.
7. I'm always online. :O
FIVE things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Look at my phone.
2. Think.
3. Brush my teeth.
4. Write in my journal
5. Think some more until I fall asleep.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Travel around the world.
2. Bungee jump.
ONE confession:
I need to stop thinking so much and don't let him mess with my head. But I like messing with his head. (: HAHA
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Friday, May 28, 2010
Boredddd.
1)Are you really ready for 111 questions? Yupp.
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Nope (:
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? No one in particular (;
5) Do you regret it? Blahblahblah.
6) Have you ever been depressed? No shiet.
wheres #7 o__o
8) Are you a boy or girl? Girl!
9) What is your relationship status? Singlee
10) How do you want to die? In my sleep.
11) What did you last eat? Bread
13) Do you bite your nails ? Nope.
14) When was your last physical fight? I don't remember.
15) Do you have an attitude? Yeah when I'm mad or irritated.
16) Do you like someone? Maybe. :P
17) What is your real name? Winnie
19) Are you gonna get high later ? High off sweets. HAHA. But I don't know.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? Hate is a strong word.
21) Do you miss someone? Maybe (;
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl.
23) Do you tan a lot? Sadly no. It's hard to tan.
24) Have any pets? Yes.
25) How exactly are you feeling? I'm content.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yup.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? Nope.
28) Would you take any of your exes back? I'm good.
29) Are you scared of spiders? Hell to the yes! :O
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Nope.
31) Do you regret anything from your past? Not really.
32) What are your plans for this weekend? It's a 3-day weekend. I'm hoping to go out.
33) Do you want to have kids? No thank you.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? Nope.
35) Do you type fast? There are times.
36) Do you have piercings? How many? Yes I do. I have 5.
37) Want any more? Yes, but I want a tattoo first.
38) Can you spell well? IDK.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? I don't know.
40) What are you craving right now? OMG. I want pho and In n Out.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? Yes. I want another one though. :OO @ the beach! (:
43) Have you ever been on a horse? Yupp.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? No O.o
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Not that I know of.
46) Have you ever been cheated on? Nahh.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? No.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yeah girlfriends! HAHA.
50) What should you be doing ? Learning my accounting powerpoint. LOL
51) What’s irritating you right now? Nothing really.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Maybe.
53) Does somebody love you? Yeah my parents. HAHAH
54) What is your favorite colour ? Purplee
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yeah when I was younger.
57) Do you have trust issues? Honestly yes. D:
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Sometimes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Nah. He's too busy.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? I honestly don't remember.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? It depends on the situation.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life ? It's going good.
67) What was your child hood nickname? I didn't have any. Or maybe Winnie the pooh. LOL
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? No. O.o
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yeah most of the time.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? I was thinking.
73) What is bothering you? Nothing really.
74) Have you ever been out of your province? Uhh. yeah I've been outta state.
75) Do you play the Wii? Yupp. (:
76) Are you listening to music right now? Yeah
77) Do you like Chinese food? At times.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day? No shiet.
79) Are you afraid of the dark? Yes there are times, but got used to it.
80) Is cheating ever okay? I say no.
81) Are you mean? When people annoy me, yes.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? I don't have white shoes so I don't know.
84) Do you believe in true love? Sure.
88) Do you like the outside? Yes when it's not raining.
89) Are you currently bored? Why do you think I'd be doing this?
90) Do you wanna get married? Sure.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? HAHA. Someone already does. (:
92) Are you hungry? Nope.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? No, but I know someone who did. LOLLLL
94) What makes you happy? A lot of the littlest things. But if someone were to surprised me after school to visit, damn that would be the highlight of the YEAR! :D
95) Would you change your name? I'm good the way I am.
96) Ever been to Alaska? No.
98) Do you watch the news? At times.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign? Sagittarius.
100) Do you like Subway? 5 dollar FOOTLONG! HAHAHAH.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? I don't think so.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Hmm.. (:
103) Do you talk like your friends? I guess. LOL
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? YEAh. HAHA.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yupp.
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Joey!
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Yes! I don't want smelly breath next to me. D:
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Hmm...uhh...Joey?
110) Favourite lyrics right now? "I'm only gonna break break my break break your heart."
111) Can you count to one million? I never tried.
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? Nope (:
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? No one in particular (;
5) Do you regret it? Blahblahblah.
6) Have you ever been depressed? No shiet.
wheres #7 o__o
8) Are you a boy or girl? Girl!
9) What is your relationship status? Singlee
10) How do you want to die? In my sleep.
11) What did you last eat? Bread
13) Do you bite your nails ? Nope.
14) When was your last physical fight? I don't remember.
15) Do you have an attitude? Yeah when I'm mad or irritated.
16) Do you like someone? Maybe. :P
17) What is your real name? Winnie
19) Are you gonna get high later ? High off sweets. HAHA. But I don't know.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? Hate is a strong word.
21) Do you miss someone? Maybe (;
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl.
23) Do you tan a lot? Sadly no. It's hard to tan.
24) Have any pets? Yes.
25) How exactly are you feeling? I'm content.
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yup.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? Nope.
28) Would you take any of your exes back? I'm good.
29) Are you scared of spiders? Hell to the yes! :O
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Nope.
31) Do you regret anything from your past? Not really.
32) What are your plans for this weekend? It's a 3-day weekend. I'm hoping to go out.
33) Do you want to have kids? No thank you.
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? Nope.
35) Do you type fast? There are times.
36) Do you have piercings? How many? Yes I do. I have 5.
37) Want any more? Yes, but I want a tattoo first.
38) Can you spell well? IDK.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? I don't know.
40) What are you craving right now? OMG. I want pho and In n Out.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? Yes. I want another one though. :OO @ the beach! (:
43) Have you ever been on a horse? Yupp.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? No O.o
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Not that I know of.
46) Have you ever been cheated on? Nahh.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? No.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yeah girlfriends! HAHA.
50) What should you be doing ? Learning my accounting powerpoint. LOL
51) What’s irritating you right now? Nothing really.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Maybe.
53) Does somebody love you? Yeah my parents. HAHAH
54) What is your favorite colour ? Purplee
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yeah when I was younger.
57) Do you have trust issues? Honestly yes. D:
60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Sometimes.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? Nah. He's too busy.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? I honestly don't remember.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? It depends on the situation.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life ? It's going good.
67) What was your child hood nickname? I didn't have any. Or maybe Winnie the pooh. LOL
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? No. O.o
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yeah most of the time.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? I was thinking.
73) What is bothering you? Nothing really.
74) Have you ever been out of your province? Uhh. yeah I've been outta state.
75) Do you play the Wii? Yupp. (:
76) Are you listening to music right now? Yeah
77) Do you like Chinese food? At times.
78) Do you know your fathers b- day? No shiet.
79) Are you afraid of the dark? Yes there are times, but got used to it.
80) Is cheating ever okay? I say no.
81) Are you mean? When people annoy me, yes.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? I don't have white shoes so I don't know.
84) Do you believe in true love? Sure.
88) Do you like the outside? Yes when it's not raining.
89) Are you currently bored? Why do you think I'd be doing this?
90) Do you wanna get married? Sure.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? HAHA. Someone already does. (:
92) Are you hungry? Nope.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? No, but I know someone who did. LOLLLL
94) What makes you happy? A lot of the littlest things. But if someone were to surprised me after school to visit, damn that would be the highlight of the YEAR! :D
95) Would you change your name? I'm good the way I am.
96) Ever been to Alaska? No.
98) Do you watch the news? At times.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign? Sagittarius.
100) Do you like Subway? 5 dollar FOOTLONG! HAHAHAH.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? I don't think so.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Hmm.. (:
103) Do you talk like your friends? I guess. LOL
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? YEAh. HAHA.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yupp.
107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Joey!
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Yes! I don't want smelly breath next to me. D:
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Hmm...uhh...Joey?
110) Favourite lyrics right now? "I'm only gonna break break my break break your heart."
111) Can you count to one million? I never tried.
(:
She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug.
Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sick. D:
Ahhh...Who gets sick at this time of the year? Apparently me! I hate being sick now. Now everyone around me is starting to get sick. I don't wanna be the blame of it. For some reason, I have so much cravings for certain food. Like before I was not sick, I didn't feel like I needa eat it, but now that I can't eat some food, I want it badly! Like for example I want chips, cookies, In n Out, KFC, BK (That was random!), sushi, chilly cheese fries, etc. Dude like I'm serious. I'm biting my tongue from drooling all over thinking of how it's gonna taste. LOL! I think I sound a bit insane right now plus my tummy agrees with me cuz it's growling too. HAHA! I noticed something. Whenever I skip meals, I get sick easier. Just last month, I've been eating breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day. My dad got real sick, but I didn't catch it. However, these couple weeks I've been skipping meals and my brother got sick. Therefore, I got sick. D: FML! I needa get better soon. For some reason, I feel worse in the morning, but better by the afternoon. O.o Is that weird or is that weird?! LOLL. I think it's time for some vitamin C to get better. Hope it'll help cuz I haven't been taking any medicine cuz that one day I took one, I couldn't get up the next morning. It felt like I had a hangover or some shiet. I was all weak and numb all over. It's the strongest cold medicine I've ever had. ): I don't wanna go to my doctor cuz he's weird and I don't like it. Plus, it's really not necessary to waste my time waiting in his office while he sleeps in his office just so I can get some medicine. haha.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
I got bored!
Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions? Of course.
What’ s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Nothing really. We're just friends. I can pinky promise you that.
Last person to comment you? The ebony to my ivory! (: HAHAH
Does anything hurt on your body? Nope
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Haven't had that in awhile.
What are you listening to right now? Musicc
Where were you at 2:00 this morning? I was up online chatting with someone who thinks I was talking to 2 different people. LOLL
Anything annoying you right now? Not really. Just the fact that some people are so selfish at times.
Do you have plans today? Well I still gotta shower and then sleep.
What are you excited for? GRADUATION! :O
Is this the best year of your life? Well I can tell you it was better than last year.
How much milk do you put in your cereal bowl? When the milk covers the cereal LOL
When there are questions missing in surveys, do you come up with new ones? I don't even notice if there are any missing. D:
Who pissed you off today? I didn't get pissed off, just irritated.
Are you together with the last person you kissed on the lips? Uhh no.
Are you keeping a big secret right now? Yes. Any another secret only 2 people know.
Are you together with the last person you kissed on the lips? Nahh
Have you ever kissed more than one person in the same night? Nahh
Someone phones you at 3:00 AM. Who do you expect it to be? I hope this is an emergency! D:
If your ex said they hate you, you say? I'm sorry, but why?
Name something you are doing tomorrow? School. ):
Has anyone ever crawled through your window? Yes. This one time I locked my keys in my room and there weren't any spare keys so my dad had to use a ladder to climb thru my window to open my door! LOLL
Have you told anybody you loved them today? Yeahh.
Was today better than yesterday? It's basically the same.
Where was your default picture taken? San Fran when I got bored on the bus. LOL
What were you doing at 11:30 pm last night? I was thinking I needa get to bed by 12.
Do you eat whip cream straight out of the can? Ewww...
Why did you cry the last time you did? It was tears of laughter. LOL I laughed too much in the car with someone! HAHAHAH
Don’t you hate waiting for someone to show up somewhere? Yes. -_-
What makes you happy? Just talking to people who can make me laugh and not worrying about any "What if...?"
Who will be the first person you call tomorrow? Probably my mom?
What’s the greatest thing that’s happened to you today? When I noticed someone started trippin' about something. ROFL (:
Who did you last get into a big argument with? I forgot. O.O
Do you have a best friend to lean on? There are no best friends cuz I don't believe in it.
What was the weather like today? Windy but warm.
Do you drink lots of water? When I try to fill myself up before a meal. LOL
Are you heartless? Nope, but there are rare moments.
Do you think two people can last forever? Sure.
Think back to September, were you in a relationship? Nahh.
Will you regret your next kiss? Umm..we'll see about it.
Was last night terrible? Nope, instead I cracked up so badly, I started to tear up! LMAO.
What’s so special about what you’re wearing? Uhh nothing. It's my PJs.
How many hours did you sleep last night? 5? I think.
Do you like to sleep? I like naps more.
Does it take a lot to make you happy? Honestly no. If you know me, even the tiniest thing can make me very happy.
Have you taken anyone’s pants off recently? Why would I do that? LOLL
Ever kissed anyone who was 18? Nope.
Who taught you how to swim? Me, myself, and I.
Ever been heartbroken? Uhh...yeah.
Do you like to sit in the sun, and tan when it’s hot out? Only if I go to the beach.
Did you sleep alone last night? No shiet. LOL
The last person you kissed tells you they never want to speak to you again, how do you react?Wow. That's just sad after our 3 years of friendship?! ):
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? LMAO..in a way yes. But I like it as of right now.
When was the last time you ate popcorn? I don't remember.
Last person you talked on the phone with? My dad.
How are you feeling? Content.
What was the first thing you did when you woke up today? Oh fuck! I'm going to be late for school. D:
What are you doing next weekend? Idk. It's 3-day weekend! (: Needa go out.
Who did you last message? I forgot.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name begins with a T? Nahh.
Where are you located right now? My house.
Is your cell phone a touch screen? Nahh. Not that I would care.
What cell phone company do you have? T-mobile.
When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family? Umm...play days?
Could you handle living with the last person you kissed? Umm... IDK O.o
What did the first text message you received today say, from? Something about a letter (; from Ebony! LOLL
What’ s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Nothing really. We're just friends. I can pinky promise you that.
Last person to comment you? The ebony to my ivory! (: HAHAH
Does anything hurt on your body? Nope
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Haven't had that in awhile.
What are you listening to right now? Musicc
Where were you at 2:00 this morning? I was up online chatting with someone who thinks I was talking to 2 different people. LOLL
Anything annoying you right now? Not really. Just the fact that some people are so selfish at times.
Do you have plans today? Well I still gotta shower and then sleep.
What are you excited for? GRADUATION! :O
Is this the best year of your life? Well I can tell you it was better than last year.
How much milk do you put in your cereal bowl? When the milk covers the cereal LOL
When there are questions missing in surveys, do you come up with new ones? I don't even notice if there are any missing. D:
Who pissed you off today? I didn't get pissed off, just irritated.
Are you together with the last person you kissed on the lips? Uhh no.
Are you keeping a big secret right now? Yes. Any another secret only 2 people know.
Are you together with the last person you kissed on the lips? Nahh
Have you ever kissed more than one person in the same night? Nahh
Someone phones you at 3:00 AM. Who do you expect it to be? I hope this is an emergency! D:
If your ex said they hate you, you say? I'm sorry, but why?
Name something you are doing tomorrow? School. ):
Has anyone ever crawled through your window? Yes. This one time I locked my keys in my room and there weren't any spare keys so my dad had to use a ladder to climb thru my window to open my door! LOLL
Have you told anybody you loved them today? Yeahh.
Was today better than yesterday? It's basically the same.
Where was your default picture taken? San Fran when I got bored on the bus. LOL
What were you doing at 11:30 pm last night? I was thinking I needa get to bed by 12.
Do you eat whip cream straight out of the can? Ewww...
Why did you cry the last time you did? It was tears of laughter. LOL I laughed too much in the car with someone! HAHAHAH
Don’t you hate waiting for someone to show up somewhere? Yes. -_-
What makes you happy? Just talking to people who can make me laugh and not worrying about any "What if...?"
Who will be the first person you call tomorrow? Probably my mom?
What’s the greatest thing that’s happened to you today? When I noticed someone started trippin' about something. ROFL (:
Who did you last get into a big argument with? I forgot. O.O
Do you have a best friend to lean on? There are no best friends cuz I don't believe in it.
What was the weather like today? Windy but warm.
Do you drink lots of water? When I try to fill myself up before a meal. LOL
Are you heartless? Nope, but there are rare moments.
Do you think two people can last forever? Sure.
Think back to September, were you in a relationship? Nahh.
Will you regret your next kiss? Umm..we'll see about it.
Was last night terrible? Nope, instead I cracked up so badly, I started to tear up! LMAO.
What’s so special about what you’re wearing? Uhh nothing. It's my PJs.
How many hours did you sleep last night? 5? I think.
Do you like to sleep? I like naps more.
Does it take a lot to make you happy? Honestly no. If you know me, even the tiniest thing can make me very happy.
Have you taken anyone’s pants off recently? Why would I do that? LOLL
Ever kissed anyone who was 18? Nope.
Who taught you how to swim? Me, myself, and I.
Ever been heartbroken? Uhh...yeah.
Do you like to sit in the sun, and tan when it’s hot out? Only if I go to the beach.
Did you sleep alone last night? No shiet. LOL
The last person you kissed tells you they never want to speak to you again, how do you react?Wow. That's just sad after our 3 years of friendship?! ):
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? LMAO..in a way yes. But I like it as of right now.
When was the last time you ate popcorn? I don't remember.
Last person you talked on the phone with? My dad.
How are you feeling? Content.
What was the first thing you did when you woke up today? Oh fuck! I'm going to be late for school. D:
What are you doing next weekend? Idk. It's 3-day weekend! (: Needa go out.
Who did you last message? I forgot.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name begins with a T? Nahh.
Where are you located right now? My house.
Is your cell phone a touch screen? Nahh. Not that I would care.
What cell phone company do you have? T-mobile.
When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family? Umm...play days?
Could you handle living with the last person you kissed? Umm... IDK O.o
What did the first text message you received today say, from? Something about a letter (; from Ebony! LOLL
Monday, May 24, 2010
Layer on top of layers.
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Winnie
Birthday Date: 12.15.91
Current Location: upstairs
Hair Color: black (:
Righty/Lefty: to the right, to the right. LOL
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: spiders & small crawly insects. D:
Your dream of the perfect date: no awkward silences. always something to talk about without trying & being comfortable with each other!
Goals you’d like to achieve: Being successful! & do what I want to do.
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: Fuck school
Your best physical feature: Eye dee kay! O.o
Your bed time: When I feel like it. I try to go to bed by 1 am. It's been a fail for the past couple weeks. ):
Your most missed memory: A recent event that happened. :D
LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
cDonald’s or Burger King: Burger King for the onion rings. LOL
Single or Group Dates: Both (:
Adidas or Nike: Neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla all the way!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both
LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Smoke: NO WAY!
Drink: It depends. I had cut it down alot though!
Cuss: Every fucken day! LOL
Take showers: Of course
Have a crush: Apparently yes. -.-
Like school: Hell to the NO!
Believe in yourself: Not always.
Think you’re a health freak: Not even close.
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: YES. Every single weekend for prom, but now I kinda miss it. ):
Been on stage: Nope
Eaten sushi: Yupp
Been hurt: Currently it feels like I am. ):
Dyed your hair: Yupp. HAHA
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: No.
Kissed the same sex: Honestly maybe.
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.
LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you’re hoping to be married by: I hope so.
Number of kids you’re planning on having: zerooooo.
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: It doesn't matter.
Hair color: Just not some crazy wack color. The norm would be fine. (black, brunette, etc.)
Short or long hair: Anything is fine as long as it doesn't go past the chin. LOL
Fat or fit: Fit.
Looks or personality: Personality!
Fun or serious:Have fun, but get serious when needed.
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: Facebooking.
1 HOUR AGO: Shower.
1 WEEK AGO: Getting my prom stuff ready. (:
1 YEAR AGO: Possibly not as happy as I am now.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: he's gonna break my heart.
I HATE: when people lie to me.
I HIDE: my emotions.
I NEED: to get outta school already! D:
I LOVE: my family and friends. :D
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Surveyy
Time started: 1:14 am
Name: Winnie
Single or Taken: single :D
Sex: female
Birthday: December 15th
Sign: Sagittarius
Eye colour: Dark brown
What are you wearing: my mismatched Pjs
Where do you live: in a house!
Righty or lefty: rightyy
FAVORITE_______________________________________
Where is your favorite place to shop: F21 and Charlotte Russe
Where is your favorite place to shop: F21 and Charlotte Russe
Color: purple and teal
Number: 15
Boys Name: Taylor (:
Girls Name: Alison
Animal: Dogs
Month: DECEMBER
Movie: New Moon!
Juice: apple juice
Breakfast: Subway Breakfast LOL
Favorite cartoon character: The Rugrats! I missed watching that. I think they should remake that cartoon. LOLL
HAVE YOU EVER _______________________________________
Given anyone a bath: my brother
Smoked: no and never will D:
Bungee Jumped: one day.
Gone skinny dipping: Nope
Eaten a dog: NO way to the maxx....>:O
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: nope
Loved someone so much it made you cry: Yes and felt stupid for doing so!
Broken a bone: Nope
Played truth or dare: Yeah LOL
Been in a physical fight: with my brother -.-
Been in a police car: yeah when we were in Kindergarten and we were on a field trip to City Hall. Then it started to rain so we couldn't walk back to school. The popos had to give us rides in their cars. LOL
Been in a hot tub: kinda-ish
Swam in the ocean: Yupp
Fallen asleep in school: Yeah shiet. I can't keep awake these days anymore. FML
Ran away: Yeah, but I was still in my neighborhood. It's just that my parents couldn't find me cuz I found myself a good hiding place. LOL
Broken someone’s heart: Maybe :X
Cried when someone died: Yeah
Cried in school: Yupp
Fell off your chair: HAHA yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes -.-
Saved AIM/MSN conversation:That was back then. Now it saves all my convos by itself. LOL
WHAT IS _______________________________________
Your good luck charm: I don't have one
Best song you ever heard: At the moment "Need You Now" by Lady Antabellum
What’s your room like: It has too much crap everywhere
What kind of shampoo do you use: Garnier Frutis
Do you believe in karma: Fuck yeah!
HAVE YOU HAD _______________________________________
Chicken pox: yupp had it twice too. Such a rare case. ):
Sore Throat: Who hasn't?
Stitches: Yupp
Broken nose: Nope
DO YOU_______________________________________
Believe in love at first sight: It depends.
Believe in love at first sight: It depends.
Like picnics: It's okei.
Like school: Okei I seriously HATE school right now. If I had a car I would fucken ditch everyday. And this is my honest opinion.
What schools have you gone to: Repetto and Keppel.
Would you eat a live hamster for $1,000,000 dollars?: uh no. That's just plain disgusting.
Who was the last person that called you: Wendy phunnn
What makes you laugh the most: Almost anything can make me laugh (:
LAST PERSON _______________________________________
You yelled at: I forgot.
Who broke your heart: No one yet
Who is your loudest friend: Hmm..Wendy! LOLL
DO YOU/ARE YOU_______________________________________
Do you like filling these out: Only when I got to kill time.
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Glasses
Do you like yourself: uhh idk.
Do you get along with your family: sometimes.
Obsessive: Depends on what.
Compulsive: Nope
Anorexic: Nahh
FINAL QUESTIONS _______________________________________
What are you listening to right now: "Need YOU Now"
What did you do yesterday: School, nap, and think like crazyyy
Hate someone in your family: nope
What car do you wish you had: Any so I can fucken get outta here. -.-
Where do you want to get married: Anywhere that has a pretty scencery.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: A buncha different things.
How many remote controls are in your house: They're everywhere. IDK
Are you double jointed: I think my fingers are.
Last time you took a bath: I shower. Haven't bathed in awhile
The last movie you saw at the cinemas: Avatar
Do you like scary or happy movies: Happy all the way!
Black or white: Black for the most part.
Root Beer or Dr.Pepper: Both! (:
Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
Silver or Gold: Silverr
Diamond or Pearl: I'd say neither but if I was to pick one I'd say diamonds
Sunset or Sunrise: sunset.
Sprite or 7-Up: Don't really like either. There's another one Sierra Mist, but don't like that either. LOL It's only if I had to choose b/w that or Coke then I' pick one of these.
Cats or Dogs: Dogs!
Coffee or Tea: I think I choose tea over coffee cuz coffee makes me sleepy.
Phone or in person: In person then phone.
Are you the oldest, middle, youngest or only child: Oldest -.-
Indoor or outdoor: Like the outdoors if the weathers nice and vice versa
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Prom! (:
I must admit I had fun. I haven't expected much to happen, but surprisingly things happened that I didn't see coming. LOL! Honestly, I was pretty nervous for the night. When I was getting ready I was like nervous and scared to think about what was going on. I just feel that things are going to be different now. So the night was pretty tight. We didn't get to take pictures at the JC Penney because there was a line so we're like w/e. We took it at school studio. Anyways so I drove us to prom. We were so early! I think we might've been the first couple people to be there. We were just waiting around the lobby for other people to arrive and take many pics. I thought I took alot of pics but when I looked at my camera, I realized it's not that much. ): After awhile of standing outside, we decided to go inside. LOL The funny thing was that we couldnt find where was our room thing is. But at the end, we got there. Once we were there, I took some more pics, but I felt bad for leaving my date while I went to take pics. So I didn't go around looking for people. After awhile, we were just sitting around and then went to take the couple pics. I have a feeling I came out retarded. D: I just have this one feeling I wasn't going to look nice. Oh wells. :/ Then the line for food was loooong! LOL We were just waiting. Got our food and ate. I felt like I had a tummy ache coming so I didn't eat much of it. Later, went to take a group picture with my girls! (: Then when we came up just sat around and I took off my shoes. It was killing me. Went onto the dance floor barefooted. One was my friend was the 'cockblocker' me and my date + another friend and her date. LOL It was the funniest thing ever! She was all up on me. It was fun. After they announced Prom King and Queen, first slow dance. After that, I just lost my friends. I don't know where they went. ): I was just dancing with my date. A couple people stepped on my feet! It hurted so bad cuz they were wearing shoes. On the dance floor, we saw this black couple dancing and they were all up on each other, it was fucken gross. It looked like they were doing it with clothes on. LOL I'm like freaken serious. The guy even unbottoned his shirt. haha. Geez. Then had a break. Went to get some water. I was hella thirsty. Actually, the whole night I was pretty thirsty. I don't know why. Then back on the dance floor. It was pretty crazy. LOL! Ended with a slow song. Then we were all getting ready to leave. We went to wait for the car to come. And then I drove home. I was effin tired like shiet. Then We went to IHOP. I didn't eat anything. We just watched my date eat! ROFL. I was falling asleep cuz I was so tired. We sat there for at least an hour? I don't remember. Something like that. Then after, we left. I drove each of my friends home. The last person to leave gave me a memorable night. After all, he was my date. Thanks for giving me such a great, memorable night! :D I had fun and I'm glad you had fun too. I came home at like almost 3 and showered and knocked out.
Guys!
"Guys are assholes.
If you argue with him, you're hard-headed.
If you're quiet, you don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy.
If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease.
If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating.
If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue.
If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore.
If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over.
If he cheats, he wants another chance..
They're basically the same!
Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive, but can't forget.
When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last."
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Friends with Benefits
Are we just friends with benefits? I mean honestly, YOU mentioned it the other day. It just keeps me thinking..is this what you say to other people too? How do they respond to you? Am I the only one that says "Oh yeah sure" person? I don't know. You're the one that got me thinking so it's not my fault that it's the only thing I'm thinking about now. You wouldn't know if I'd take it seriously or not. 98% of the time, I'd take you jokingly so that just happens to be 2 % where there's a possibility that I DO believe you. Ahhh... Stop confusing me! Stop giving me butterflies! Stop making me feel so special! Stop doing all talk, but no action! Stop lying to me! Stop telling me stuff when you don't mean it! Stop your bullshiet!
I kinda want to stop now. I think it's going too far, and before I fall into the ditch, I want to be able to pull myself back up and stop from falling in. I mean seriously. I don't know what to do. Like I said on the other post, It's too good to be true. I mean seriously, would you really? Like I totally doubt you will. I even doubt myself too. So why wouldn't I doubt you? I'd give you props if you actually kept your word. That's all I'm going to say. That's what I could say. ):
I kinda want to stop now. I think it's going too far, and before I fall into the ditch, I want to be able to pull myself back up and stop from falling in. I mean seriously. I don't know what to do. Like I said on the other post, It's too good to be true. I mean seriously, would you really? Like I totally doubt you will. I even doubt myself too. So why wouldn't I doubt you? I'd give you props if you actually kept your word. That's all I'm going to say. That's what I could say. ):
Friday, May 14, 2010
Senior Ditch Day!
So today was successful! :D Yeeee... I'm happy! LOL So like I heard that about 15 people got caught by the popos and got taken back to school plus a fine. WOW! They must've failed at ditching. HAHA. See..you're supposed to avoid the school area as much as possible. shame shame. Anyways, today was good. It was such a relaxing day. It was exactly what I want kinda. LOL So this morning, I don't know why I woke up so early. Like right after my brothers went to school and then I couldn't go back to sleep so I just went online and watched youtube. Then I went out with my friends and went to Atlantic Square and got my nails done. (: Its only 7 bucks! haha. So then after just walked around and then picked up another friend and we went to the mall. I had nothing in particular that I needed to buy except a clutch for tomorrow. I wasn't in "shopping mode" today though. So whatever I saw, I could care less. ): Then when I went to drop my friend off at her house, we thought there was like a FOB fight. HAHA. There was a whole gang of people. It was funny yet scary at the same time. Then later on in the afternoon I heard that my school called home and said that my parents should call school to say why I wasn't in school today. LOL That was so funny. XD
Ahhh...I'm so nervous for tomorrow! :O It's prom night! And ironically, Prom Night the movie, was filmed at the hotel we're gonna have prom. ROFL. Funny shiet. I'm kinda a bit paranoid at the same time. Now I wished I didn't watch it. HAHA. I don't like scary movies. D:
Ahhh...I'm so nervous for tomorrow! :O It's prom night! And ironically, Prom Night the movie, was filmed at the hotel we're gonna have prom. ROFL. Funny shiet. I'm kinda a bit paranoid at the same time. Now I wished I didn't watch it. HAHA. I don't like scary movies. D:
"Need You Now"
My new favorite song!
"It's a quarter after 1,
I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
It's a quarter after 1,
I feel all alone,
And I need you nowwwwwwwwwww..."
By: Lady Antebellum
Butterflies.
Don't you hate it when those butterflies come when you know they're not supposed to?! Not like those pretty butterflies that you see during spring time, but the other kinds of butterflies that at the bottom of your stomach. LOL That sounded funny, but yeah those. -.- Yeah guess what? I have them right this second. I have a really soft spot for people. I think this is the reason why I get taken advantage of, but seriously I hate when people say really sweet things to me. Cuz I don't know if they're only saying it to make me feel happy or they really meant it. I can never tell. I don't being lied to and when I do find out, I feel like I was really stupid to even believe that one particular person. Gah... Why must you say those things to me?! -.- I like it, but at the same time I hate it.
Is it too good to be true?
I feel like it's too good to be true. Do you think so? I don't know what to say. I mean really, all this is happening to me right this second? I'm scared. What if I wake up one day and realize that this is all just a dream. I've had multiple times where I wake up from either my nap or sleep and feel that it's so sorreal. Is it? I want someone to pinch me right this second to see if it hurts. If it doesn't then I'd know this is a fairy tale dream. Well, it's not exactly the fairy tale, but is it really happening? I feel like I'm going to wake up any moment soon. Gahh... I swear this is too good to be true. Really now? Seriously? You're not kidding me right? I got no idea. I can't tell the difference anymore. I feel like I'm being lied to and I'm going to find out the truth soon! Maybe I shouldn't be so pessimistic about it. Or should I be optimistic? I don't know either. I don't have the answer to any of these questions so I guess they're better off unanswered. Like what I tell you, "We'll see." LOL
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Cupid!
I never wondered about Cupid before until I came across this quote. LOL
Because it symbolizes that love never grows oldWhy does Cupid never grow up?"
And why does he throw an arrow to your heart?
To remind us that true love hurts."
Nails
Another late night post! Anyways I think my nails are acting up. LOL! It keeps chipping off. -.- I'm like wth dude. Right before prom? Gahh. So today like one of my nail didn't entirely chip off but like part of the layer was coming off so I just ripped it off. Now that part of my nail is so thin it feels weird. haha. I got two jacked up nails on my right side. Left side is perfectly fine. So now how am I going to get french tips? I think I want to get acrylics? I'm not sure yet. I know I can do all this myself, but I'm lazy. I wanna be pampered. HAHA. Just this once. :D
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Yeeeeeee....
So I've been blogging for the past couple days. YAY! I'm happy. LOL. Watch, I'm going to stop again for awhile and then blog another few consecutive days then stop. That's my routine. Honestly, I haven't had this blog for a long time, but I actually enjoy having it. Not a lot of people at my school know about it which is awesome! XD I hope to keep it that way. So anyways today I finally got my shoes for prom. I feel excited walking around in them. LOL
Don't you hate it when you get those butterflies in your tummy when someone say something really sweet to you? Yeah, I felt that TWICE today. It was 2 different people and I feel that it wasn't necessary at all. But at the same time I appreciate it. LOL! Sometimes I can be so undecisive, I find myself annoying. I think sometimes we have to decide on what WE want and not decide based on what others say about something.
Okei it's time to study. I have my book opened in front of me, but I can hardly understand what it's saying. FML! D: Time to fail this stupid mothofucken test!
Don't you hate it when you get those butterflies in your tummy when someone say something really sweet to you? Yeah, I felt that TWICE today. It was 2 different people and I feel that it wasn't necessary at all. But at the same time I appreciate it. LOL! Sometimes I can be so undecisive, I find myself annoying. I think sometimes we have to decide on what WE want and not decide based on what others say about something.
Okei it's time to study. I have my book opened in front of me, but I can hardly understand what it's saying. FML! D: Time to fail this stupid mothofucken test!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Bleepbleepbleep
I love the song "Better Today" by Ne-Yo. I was listening it all night yesterday and it actually made me feel so much better. After "someone" made me feel ridicuously sad, I just needed some music. I came across this song on my playlist and it just felt better. I'm still listening to the song while I'm typing this. (: So today I honestly felt so much better. Even though I'm still feeling a bit wary about some things, I just hope it's okei at the end of the day. I needa stop worrying so much. LOL! There always gonna be something that'll happen, but everything happens for a reason right? You know what? I wonder if "he" still reads my blog. LOL Anyways, only 5 more days and I still haven't found my freaken shoes. It's not like I'm actually looking for them. ROFL! I don't know why I'm complaining when I haven't even got off my ass looking for them. LOL I'm so weird. (: I needa find alternatives if I can't the shoes I want. ): I really like the style I want though. I'm sure it looks really nice with my dress. HAHA I needa go on a shoe hunt starting tomorrow. Wait no! Shiet I got a test tomorrow then I got another test the next day. FML! I hate my teachers. I'm already giving up in school, why do I needa study hard and pass my tests? LOL I'm kidding! I just got about one more month to go so I should just finish it. :D
Monday, May 10, 2010
I officially hate you!
Okei so first you gave me hopes and then you brought it down. And now you say sweet things to me makng it so hard for me to stay mad at you. Why oh why did you make it so hard on me. And might I say you give me butterflies too. -.- Fuck! I really don't want to talk to you, but I can't stop. We're just friends though and nothing more. So that's it. Enough said. I don't want to feel like an idiot again and please let's keep it that way. Thanks! And for some reason, your smell lingers around me. O.o I don't know why.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Fucken mothafucken shiet!
I don't know how to start. Is this what you call karma? I got no idea what kinda mess I got myself into. I think I shouldn't have lied in the first place. Now I'm going to feel like an idiot if "something" DOES happen. I swear I can just see it. And 98% of the time I'm right about what I think. I'm so serious. Each time I imagine an event happening, it honestly does happen in reality. I hate it so much. A is sad. B is gonna be mad when it B finds out. Gahh.. I know this won't make sense to anyone, but I just wanna rant like crazy. I feel like crying, but I can't. I feel like giving up, but I've already gone this far. I feel like just running away, but what good would it do? I've never felt so out of place in so long. I just hope drama won't follow. Really, I feel like I should straighten things out with A. I feel so unsuccessful. I shouldn't have done it. I already brought guilt with me since day 1. I hate placing guilt on myself, even if someone tells me it's not my fault. That's the way I am and I can't do a thing about it. What if this and what if that. If only I can find a solution. There's always a stupid problem after the other. I have a problem and I find a solution. Then another problem pops up and time to find a solution. It just never stops, does it? I just wish all this would be over already. It's not even a whole month, problem after problem pops up. I'm tired with this shiet. I just want it to be over so then it'll be time for summer. I really hate my situation. Why can't there be an easy way out? No, actually there is. Why don't I just back out? That's so much easier. So what's my problem? Why don't I want to back out? Maybe because I just want to be selfish this one time. But then I can't force something to be mines, if it was never mines right? I don't fucken know. I've always thought about friends before myself. I hardly even remembered when's the last time I thought about my own problems before going to help someone else. I'm serious when I say I am. And in this situation I feel like I've wound myself into my own trap. What did I do? Honestly, I shouldn't be selfish huh? I mean if I got tell A, would it feel like tossing a "ball" back and forth? B doesn't know that. If you understand what I'm talking about, I think you should give yourself a pat on the back cuz your good. Fuck, this shiet is making me fucken miserable.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Blogging time again.
I'm starting to like the late at night blogging time. I can't blog in first period anymore cuz I get distracted all the time. I still do once in a while, but this week I'm starting to blog late at night. Recently, I haven't been sleeping well. i'm serious. Like I'd go to bed, lie there for hours, then fall asleep, then wake up and get that feeling as if I didn't sleep then fall asleep again. I know I'm really tired, but I just don't sleep. It feels like I'm sleep deprieved but I know I'm not cuz I take naps. And it isn't my naps that are affecting my sleep cuz I've been napping ever since senior year. So that's not an excuse. I don't know. But I think I know what's bothering me. I just can't stop thinking about it. So anyways, today my friends and I went to look at corsages at the flower shops. It was all the great. Yeah it's cheaper, but its not like beautiful. It's too plain. I'd rather spend a little bit more money and have it prettier looking than spend less and have it plain looking. It's just like "would you rather choose a handsome but stupid guy or a smart but not so good looking guy?" HAHA. Wait, that's a horrible comparision, but you get the idea.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Time for more surveys!
A - AVAILABLE: Si
B - BIRTHDAY: December 15th
C - CRUSHING ON: no one
B - BIRTHDAY: December 15th
C - CRUSHING ON: no one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: soupp
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my bonita chica LOL
F - FAVORITE BAND:none
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy BEARSSS!
H– HOME?: in MPK
I - IN LOVE WITH: nobody
I - IN LOVE WITH: nobody
J - JUGGLE: nahh
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Nopee O.O
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 6/7 hours to San Fran
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: I choose vanillaa...
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: I choose vanillaa...
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: Need I to say one more time? P--- D---- D:
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mommy
Q - QUIZNO’S SUB: It's not as good as Subway's sub. HAHAH
R - REASON TO SMILE: I don't need one. I just smile even if there wasn't a reason. (:
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Break Your Heart-Tao Cruz
Q - QUIZNO’S SUB: It's not as good as Subway's sub. HAHAH
R - REASON TO SMILE: I don't need one. I just smile even if there wasn't a reason. (:
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Break Your Heart-Tao Cruz
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6:50 ish? AM
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: it's pink!
V - VEGETABLE(S): Brocoli and CUCUMBERS! hahah
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: it's pink!
V - VEGETABLE(S): Brocoli and CUCUMBERS! hahah
W - WORST HABIT: Cussing too much.
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: teeth, lungs, back?
Y - YOYO’s ARE: fun? LOL
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: teeth, lungs, back?
Y - YOYO’s ARE: fun? LOL
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Sagittarius
THE DO’S:
Love at first sight?: Yes and No
Do you believe in Santa?: HAHHA I have been a verry good kid last year, but I never got my presents. D: LOLLLLLLLLLLLL
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
LALALA
This survey gets all in your business, are you ready?
Sure why not?! (:
Are you missing anyone?
To be honest, nope.
What do you currently hear?
My typing. HAHA. (Damn that sounds like bad grammer. w/e)
Have you kissed more than 4 people this year?
Do I sound like a slut?! Nahh...I'm kidding. Nope.
Do you remember the first time you met the last person you kissed?
Yeah. It was not something memorable, but yes.
Have you had sex with a black person?
Umm.. no
Ever liked someone who didn’t like you back?
I'm pretty sure 99.9% of the people on Earth has. LOLL
Have you ever dated your number one on myspace?
I don't even use my myspace. I don't remember my #1. LOL
Do you have a best friend?
Nope.
The last person you kissed calls you, why?
Hmm... I have no idea. You tell me why.
Plans for tomorrow?
School! ):
If you could make your lips bigger, would you?
HAHA. Why?
How many people have you kissed whose name started with a J?
None?
What month were you born in?
December
Do you like your hair?
In a way yes, but in another way no. HAHA
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
I'll try. LOL
When’s the last time you straightened your hair?
This morning.
Have you cut your hair this week?
Surprisingly no, but I was cutting my split ends this morning. Does it count? LOL
What was the last thing you wore that was black?
My flats
Do you have a mirror in your room?
Yes, but I don't use it.
How about a tv?
Nopee
So, what do you want for your birthday?
I just want a bombass birthday to remember with my friends. Nothing too much to ask. (How about a car from my parents? LOL)
What did you eat for lunch today?
I had corn and a sandwich.
Sex ruins relationships, right?
Yes, no, maybe so. I don't know.
Where do you want to live when you’re older?
I really want to live on Winnie St. Like I'm serious. There's a street like that. HAHA
Do you like hugs?
Who doesn't?
Do you know what you want to do when you grow up?
Fashion Merchandising.
What are you wearing on your feet?
I'm bare footed.
What color do you want your hair to be?
solid black.
Is your life falling apart or coming together?
It's smack in the middle.
Where would you rather go, Greece or Hawaii?
Hawaii! So I can get dark. LOL
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I don't remember, but most likely no.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
HAHA nahh.
Does toast scare you when it pops out of the toaster?
Sure why not?! (:
Are you missing anyone?
To be honest, nope.
What do you currently hear?
My typing. HAHA. (Damn that sounds like bad grammer. w/e)
Have you kissed more than 4 people this year?
Do I sound like a slut?! Nahh...I'm kidding. Nope.
Do you remember the first time you met the last person you kissed?
Yeah. It was not something memorable, but yes.
Have you had sex with a black person?
Umm.. no
Ever liked someone who didn’t like you back?
I'm pretty sure 99.9% of the people on Earth has. LOLL
Have you ever dated your number one on myspace?
I don't even use my myspace. I don't remember my #1. LOL
Do you have a best friend?
Nope.
The last person you kissed calls you, why?
Hmm... I have no idea. You tell me why.
Plans for tomorrow?
School! ):
If you could make your lips bigger, would you?
HAHA. Why?
How many people have you kissed whose name started with a J?
None?
What month were you born in?
December
Do you like your hair?
In a way yes, but in another way no. HAHA
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
I'll try. LOL
When’s the last time you straightened your hair?
This morning.
Have you cut your hair this week?
Surprisingly no, but I was cutting my split ends this morning. Does it count? LOL
What was the last thing you wore that was black?
My flats
Do you have a mirror in your room?
Yes, but I don't use it.
How about a tv?
Nopee
So, what do you want for your birthday?
I just want a bombass birthday to remember with my friends. Nothing too much to ask. (How about a car from my parents? LOL)
What did you eat for lunch today?
I had corn and a sandwich.
Sex ruins relationships, right?
Yes, no, maybe so. I don't know.
Where do you want to live when you’re older?
I really want to live on Winnie St. Like I'm serious. There's a street like that. HAHA
Do you like hugs?
Who doesn't?
Do you know what you want to do when you grow up?
Fashion Merchandising.
What are you wearing on your feet?
I'm bare footed.
What color do you want your hair to be?
solid black.
Is your life falling apart or coming together?
It's smack in the middle.
Where would you rather go, Greece or Hawaii?
Hawaii! So I can get dark. LOL
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I don't remember, but most likely no.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
HAHA nahh.
Does toast scare you when it pops out of the toaster?
I don't have a toaster.
Has a girl/boy ever thrown stones or pebbles at your window before?
YUPP! :D
Every girl needs a little black dress. Do you agree?
In a way yes.
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
No. Sorry, but I got a potty mouth.
Gatorade or Powerade?
Neither.
Would you rather be able to fly or breathe underwater?
FLY! XD
Your ex taps you on the shoulder and says, I still love you. You say?
Umm...I'm sorry for being a jerk.
What did you do for Halloween?
I wore my costume and went trick-or-treating. (:
Honestly, do you love someone?
My family and friends. (:
What color is your hair?
Black with shades of brown from my old hair. -.-
Are you spending the weekend with the last person you texted?
Nope. He hasn't been down to MPK in awhile. And if he does, he doesn't tell me. -.-
What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your messages?
It wouldn't affect him cuz there ain't no shiet. LOL
Has a girl/boy ever thrown stones or pebbles at your window before?
YUPP! :D
Every girl needs a little black dress. Do you agree?
In a way yes.
Could you go a whole year without cursing?
No. Sorry, but I got a potty mouth.
Gatorade or Powerade?
Neither.
Would you rather be able to fly or breathe underwater?
FLY! XD
Your ex taps you on the shoulder and says, I still love you. You say?
Umm...I'm sorry for being a jerk.
What did you do for Halloween?
I wore my costume and went trick-or-treating. (:
Honestly, do you love someone?
My family and friends. (:
What color is your hair?
Black with shades of brown from my old hair. -.-
Are you spending the weekend with the last person you texted?
Nope. He hasn't been down to MPK in awhile. And if he does, he doesn't tell me. -.-
What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your messages?
It wouldn't affect him cuz there ain't no shiet. LOL
I should sleep but I choose not to yet.
So Prom's coming up in less than 2 weeks and I don't have a date. Not that I would have a date. I don't know anymore. I honestly sound like I'm desperate for a date, which I am. LOL. Anyways, so the past couple days, I've been breaking out. I mean like literally pimples keep popping out of no where. This just saids that I'm stresses. But what am I stressed about?! Eye dee kay. They hurt. I'm going to stop eating any junk food for a couple days and see what happens. Uh oh! I just ate some chocolate earlier. Ahh...I better not get any anymore. I have enough already. So tomorrow is the last day for Senior Activities. ): I kinda actually like this kinda schedule cuz that means that I don't have a certain 2 classes each day. The downside is that we don't get our collab day on Wednesday, not that it makes much of a difference. 2 hours of doing nothing is fun. It just becomes a bit boring, but I survived. I can't wait til we get to move into the new building. We're moving in the week after prom. So that's in about 2 weeks too. My teacher said it was pretty nice especially the lab classes. Damn and there's like new equipment. I can't wait to help out. HAHA. Oh yeah we're moving in for history too. So there's another class. That means I'll get to be in the new building twice a day. Yeee... can't wait. At least I get to use something new before the school year ends and it's time to say Bye-bye to high school . LOL So I noticed the time is 1:04 AM meaning I should get to bed, but I am in bed. LOL Yeah I should sleep now. Goodnights!
Monday, May 3, 2010
XD
FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
TEN things about yourself:
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
FOUR things you see right now:
THREE songs that you listen to often:
TWO things you want to do before you die:
ONE confession:
- I hope you can go to prom with her. (: It would be really fun if you went. I'm freaken serious!
- I miss talking to you already. It sucks to see you slowly distance away.
- Why are you such a fucken two face bitch? If you got something to say, say it to my face. Don't go talk shiet behind my back, then look me in the eyes and pretend nothing happened.
- Stop being so selfish. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but the world does not revolve around you. I'm not surprised when people call you uptight. I mean you ARE.
- I can't believe I got so close to you this year. It's pretty cool. I feel like I'm at home again. HEHE
TEN things about yourself:
- I stare off into space ALOT.
- I tend to think before I go to bed.
- Sometimes, I overanalyze things.
- Don't annoy me when I'm mad.
- Surprise me! I love surprises.
- Don't lie to me cuz if I do find out, I'd never trust you again.
- I cuss way too much.
- Rollar coasters make my day!
- When something exciting happens, I hardly can't sleep for days.
- I needa get off the comp now.
- Caring
- Surprises
- Taylor Lautner (LOL)
- MAKE ME LAUGH
- Continue a dead end conversation
- Random
- Be a gentleman to me.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
- Why is graduation so close?
- Prom is next week! :O
- Fuck I want a date! >:/
- I wish I can meet Taylor Lautner! (JK)
- I hate having tests and quizzes on my lazy days.
- I want a fucken car.
- I need a job.
FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
- Write my journal.
- Text.
- Clean up my bag.
- Change into my PJs.
FOUR things you see right now:
- The computer.
- My bag for school.
- The keyboard.
- The white board.
THREE songs that you listen to often:
- Solo-Iyaz
- OMG-Usher
- Say Aah-Trey Songz
TWO things you want to do before you die:
- Go bungee jumping!
- Travel all over the world. (Paris, Hawaii, London, Japan, etc)
ONE confession:
- I wanna have a delete button in my brain.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
2:32 AM
I know I'm fucken tired but for some reason I don't feel like sleeping. I can feel my eyes drooping. Today was a long day, but fun so I'm not gonna rant about that. (: So lately I have to admit I have been really lazy. I have stacks of homework packed. It's been literally 2 weeks worth of work. Well, it's CST's this week so there's only 4 classes per day. Plus, seniors don't need the tests. HEHE. XD Well anyways so prom's coming up in 2 weeks. I mean literally it's just crawling by real fast. I don't even expect it to come so fast. The last time that I actually thought about prom is spring break. And that's been a while ago. LOL So I've lagged it on trying to find the right dress. I came to realize there is no "right" dress. I was just being super duper picky on what I want. That's the reason why I haven't found THE dress yet. But I'm going to settle with what I have now. Another problem I have to admit is that I did want a date. It just feels better to have a date. And plus I really wanna prove to "someone" that I can actually get a date for prom. But I've come to a realization that this is not going to happen. I haven't found a particular someone that I wanted to ask. I've come to the point where I'd just take anyone. Talk about sounding desperate. Yes, I am cuz I just want to prove to this one damn person that I can get a date. So far, it's been a fail mission. I can't find anyone. I asked 3 people the other day, and guess what they say. "I don't even have a date for myself, how do I find you a date?" But your prom isn't in 2 weeks is it? You still got time to find one. -.- Geez thanks for promising your gonna help in the first place. If your gonna promise me something, please carry on your promise. If your just gonna say it, and not do it, then please, save your breath. I don't need your bullshiet in my life.
Thinking about this school year, not much has really happened. It's still the same. The only difference would probably be me graduating in a little less than 2 months. I feel like it's too early for me to graduate. Even though I'm going to stay at home for college, I think it's not going to be the same as it was in high school. I think college compared to high school is going to be a bigger campus, but in a way similar to high school. It's exactly like moving from my elementary school to high school. It just gets bigger and bigger each time. Honestly, thinking back on this school year, I don't have anything in mind that actually stands out. There's like no "big" event that had happen that's worth to remember. But then again, I do have a real bad short term memory. So if there was, then I can't think of it. One way to find out is to read through my journal, but it's going to be a very very long process. Let's leave that when I'm like bored outta my mind. Okei my eyes are like half open. I needa get to sleep soon or more like right now.
Thinking about this school year, not much has really happened. It's still the same. The only difference would probably be me graduating in a little less than 2 months. I feel like it's too early for me to graduate. Even though I'm going to stay at home for college, I think it's not going to be the same as it was in high school. I think college compared to high school is going to be a bigger campus, but in a way similar to high school. It's exactly like moving from my elementary school to high school. It just gets bigger and bigger each time. Honestly, thinking back on this school year, I don't have anything in mind that actually stands out. There's like no "big" event that had happen that's worth to remember. But then again, I do have a real bad short term memory. So if there was, then I can't think of it. One way to find out is to read through my journal, but it's going to be a very very long process. Let's leave that when I'm like bored outta my mind. Okei my eyes are like half open. I needa get to sleep soon or more like right now.
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