Monday, June 28, 2010

Quotee

"You will always want what you can't have."

I was waiting for something but it's too late now.

Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?Yes of course
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? I'll be fucken shocked and scared and cry my eyes out and ask WTF how did that happen?
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize? No. They will never ever say it cuz they don't think they're wrong.
Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yes most of the time.
Are you wasting your time on someone? Yes I am. But I'm not really thinking about it. Just going with the flow.
Explain the lasy time you threw up: I did it on purpose.
Last thing that made you cry: Graduation.
Do you have a bad temper? That's only if I'm having a bad day.
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? We shall seee about that.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime? One.
How often do you think about suicide? Not often. That was last year.
What is your deepest fear? Getting hurt by someone I really love.
Do you REALLY love all your family? Yes.
What do you want to believe in? Karma's a bitch!
Do you have a secret crush on someone? It's not a secret anymore. He knows. We both know. LOLL
Are you proud of who you are? It's alright.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms? It depends on who I'm with.
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven? I don't know at the moment. It usually depends on who the person is.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
...to your worst enemy? Friends: I love you guys. Thanks for being there thru thick and thin. I wish you guys have the best in life. Don't forget me. Worst Enemy: Thanks for hurting me. We were once friends, now we're enemies. Have a great life now that I'm gone. You guys will have one less enemy.
Do you care if people hate you? It doesn't bother me anymore.
Freedom or safety? Safe freedom. HAHA
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names: I don't know why saying "I love you" is harder than I thought.
Has a song ever made you cry? Yes ):
A book ever made you cry? YESS!
Is the world crumbling to pieces? Uh no
Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage: When people constantly annoy me and talk about the stupidest shiet ever.
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die: When everything goes wrong and I have nothing or anyone to turn to.
For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all: I want to see you. I missed you. But somehow I can't say it to you without sounding like I'm kidding. I can't throw my feelings at you and pretend that I don't like you. I can't seem to control what I feel.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

WOW...

Hey you, yeah you! Did you know she still like you? I know you have moved on from her already. I don't know why I still feel so bad for her even though she was sort of my "competition." It's so weird that I actually feel for her. Each time she posts stuff on her tumblr, somehow I know she's talking about you. It's just the things that she wrote is things that you did. She still haven't let go of you, and I can tell she's really hurting badly. What I don't understand is that you guys weren't really that long. Hmm...it's only about 2 months? Wow she really did fall for you, hard! I don't know what to say. All I can say, I feel for her. I shouldn't but I can't help it. I'm not saying this so that you'll give her a second chance, but I don't think you guys being just friends is working out. I already told you my answer about you and her. She's not your type of girl.

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Dear Patty,

I wonder where you went. The last time we saw each other was sometime back in elementary school. I remember you were my best friend in first grade, but you left after that. ): I love how we used to make fun of each other and play mouse trap. HAHA. Fun times. I wonder if I ever run into you in the future, would we remember each other or even recognize each other. It's been a looooooong time! Well good luck and have fun, whereever you are now.

Sincerely,
Winnie

Maybe- Jay Sean

Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone

And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

It Ain't Right I read your Messages Twice thrice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain


(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True (may be its true) I'm caught Up On You
Maybe There's A Chance That you're
Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe I'm wrong Its All In My Head

Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadn't Said

I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On Facebook All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile
Just can't help wondering why
You play it cool cuz,
I'm hopelessly falling for you


Every night on my phone I
Hook up with you
And I don't even like it girl
All chokin' in side
Why don't you and I
Come out and see what we're trying to hide

Like I really want you
I think I need you
Baby I miss you
I'm thinking of you
Maybe it is true
I'm caught up on you
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I wonder...

Does he read this?

If you do, would you tell me please?

LOL weirdo!

So today K took me to a restaurant and he said the funniest thing ever. He's like "This food sucks." I was like you brought us here. HAHA. And then he's like "You know what, next time I want you to cook for me. I bet it'll be 10x better than this shiet." I'm like but you haven't even tasted my cooking. He said "Whatever you cook, I'll eat it even if it gives me food poisoning." Aww...HAHA! I won't poison anyone. I promise. (:

SUMMERTIME BABY!

Las Vegas!

Three days at Vegas certainly passed by fast. I felt like we didn't get to do much. So the first day there, it was fucken hot and humid. I'm sure it's expected since it's like summertime. Anyways, just explored around. By the way,  I went with my aunt and her family, and my brother. Since my cousins were all too young, we couldn't go into any casinos. LOL It's not like I could gamble either, but I could've played those slot machine thingys. Well, anyways we went to watch some shows and basically sightseeing. Oh yeah so we stayed at the Riviera Hotel. It was nice, and it was right across the street from Circus Circus. That night I had about 2/3 hours of sleep cuz I kept hearing these random sounds and I got scared. ): I woke up in the middle of the night, wanting to text but scared to wake people up. Well, the next day we took a tour bus to Grand Canyon. We had to get ready by 6, which wasn't a problem for me cuz I was already up. HAHA. Anyways, on the way I took a nap which was good, consider there would be alot of walking later on in the day. When we go to Grand Canyon, we had to transfer to another shuttle bus to go all the way to the top of the canyon. Boy, it was the rockiest and bumpiest ride ever. There were so much rocky, it was actually pretty fun. LOL! After we got to the top, we just went to different areas to explore. We were at the Skywalk and it was fucken scary. It's basically where there's a whole floor of glass and step on it to loook out into the view. When I first stepped on it, my knees went weak. You look down and you can see how high you are from the top of the canyon all the way to the bottom. The feeling of it was even scarier than riding the X2 at Six Flags. I felt like I was gonna fall off or something. Man, I'm never going back again. HAHA but hey at least now I can say "I DID IT!" :D Well, we had an early lunch and after went to the next stop. There, we basically hiked part of the canyon. It was rough and hot. I wore gladiators. So smart! Anyways, I could feel my legs burning and we were all sweaty. I didn't get to hike the peak of this one part because it was steep and rocky and I didn't have the right shoes so I didn't go. My brother and 2 of my cousins did it. LOL Then after just walk around, take pictures, sit around, and waited for the shuttle to come take us down. Another rocky ride, but this time it was hella dusty outside. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, so I met a couple guys at the canyon, we were on the same shuttle bus, and like they asked where I was from. I was like California. And one guy was like "You're a Cali girl?! No way!" I'm like yeah I am. They said I was too pale to be a Cali girl! LOL They're so hilarious. Hey it's not my fault I can't get tanned. I hope I can get a bit tanner this summer, but we shall see. Anyways, they were pretty cool. Chatted and one was like telling me stories about college and trying to scare me off. Yeah really now. One was pretty cute and sweet, but I regret not to ask for his number. ): Oh well. So came back to the hotel and then relaxed a bit. Chilled by the pool. Later we went out at night. Walked to see some shows that was playing at night. It was some Pirates thing. Walked back to hotel and it was like 11ish already. So got ready for bed and I had such a good night sleep, maybe cuz I did so much walking and I was super tired. The next day woke up and checked out the hotel and then went to the Chocolate Factory. So much M & M's, I'm not even kidding. We each got like a bag full of candy. HEHE. Actually only children get to have it, but I got one too. They thought I was just 15. ROFL! V^___^V YAY! Funny stuff.  Anyways, 2 hour drive back and went to the Tanger Barstow Outlet. We were mainly there cuz my aunt wanted to shop for some Coach stuff. So I got a Coach purse and this card holder thing. It was pretty cute and there was a huge sale plus we got a additional 30% off. My aunt got a bunch load of purses and wristlets. And just shopped around. There weren't much stores that I had wanted. Went to Aero and I got this white jean jacket for only $6, originally $50. WOW! Good deal! HAHA. Anyways, it was another 2 hour drive before we got back to LA. Finally, came home and I took a shower. My cousins came over for dinner and then that's basically it. The whole vacation seemed short, but it was fun. Only sad thing, I didn't see any Filopino boys. HAHA. I'm kidding. I know where Filopino boys reside. They're in Riverside. And I'll be sure to go there this summer! (: HEHEHEHEEE

Friday, June 25, 2010

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Dear Fennie,

I miss you so much. The last time I saw you was probably 9 years ago. SEriously you need to come visit me in California! There's so much I wanna show you and stuff. Even though we're in the same country, you're like 54231354547 miles away. You're on the other side of the country and you're so occupied to come visit. I swear once I have enough money, I will come to New York to visit you. And you can give me manicures and pedicures again. HAHA

Sincerely,
Winnie

LIAR!

Why do you constantly lie? Do you feel better for not telling me the truth or what?! You said you don't like it when I lie so why do you lie? HUH! I'm done with your bullshiet! I got my ways of finding the truth.

Jealous much?

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy. It’s always nice to know someone’s afraid to lose you.

Keep in mind...

Keep this in mind, one day, there’s going to be a guy who’s going to love you, your body, your smile, the way you walk, the way you talk, he’s going to love you. And you’re going to feel confident and on top of the world. One day, you won’t feel insecure because you have someone who loves you for who you are. And I think that’s when you know it’s love. When instead of feeling like you have to hide your flaws, and feel insecure and embarrassed, you feel unashamed, free, secure, safe, proud, happy, confident. You feel loved.

Find...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you… The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that’s her.'

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

VEGAS here I come! (: YAY!

I see why...

I see why you had once picked her. I see that she's actually pretty hot. The negative part, she got a horrible and intolerable personality. Hey I'm a girl and I say she's pretty and cute. I know you think so too. Sorry to say things didn't work for you guys. But go ahead and lie cuz it's hurting me, not you.

Awww..I didn't know til today! Damn cute! (:

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Dear (insert name),

I miss you! When are you finally deciding to come and visit me? I miss talking to you in person. I miss hugging you. I miss seeing you. I miss you PERIOD! If only you would find the time to come here. I wanna hang out with you and go on our "date" already. We always talk about it, but it hasn't happened. ): I'm waiting, but it's not gonna be my fault if I start to move on okei? Don't be mad cuz I can't wait forever.

Sincerely
Winnie

Monday, June 21, 2010

Honestly...

Honestly, are you in love right now? Nope.
Honestly, what color is your underwear? White
Honestly, what's on your mind right now? Ahh...I wanna go out.
Honestly, what are you doing right now? Listening to music.
Honestly, what did you do today? Nothing at the moment.
Honestly, do you think you are attractive? No.
Honestly, have you done something bad today? No LOL
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Sometimes.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? No not really? Kinda.
Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? Just being with my friends.
Honestly, do you bite your nails? Nope.
Honestly, what is your mood right now? I'm good.
Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment? dkahfldljoeyahlad (:
Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? No I don't think so.
Honestly, do you hate someone right now? Nahh.
Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? fdslkjdshimshdfkjs. HAHA
Honestly, do your wrists hurt? No but one side is itchy. LOL
Honestly, are you in denial? Uh no.
Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? No thank you.
Honestly, is it easier to talk on Myspace than in person? It depends on who I'm talking to.
Honestly, does anyone like you? I don't know. You tell me.
Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? HAHA.
Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? Yes. I tried.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Is it me or most of these things all pretty similar?

Dear (insert name),
Damn, we drifted so much. It's been 2 years now. I wish it would be like before. We haven't talked deeply for a long time. I guess it's cuz we've both been pretty busy with our lives and things are not the same. I hope that we will have a day to catch up with each other's lives, even though we do tell each other stuff whenever we do see each other. Which is I don't know when but when we see each other. HAHA. Well I hope this summer, we will get to hang out. I missed hanging out with you. I missed talking to you and laughing randomly.

Sincerely,
Winnie

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

None at the moment. D:

CLASS OF 2010! WHOO...

Wow, can you believe it? I graduated! Damn does time pass by fast or what?! When it did finally hit me that I'm graduation, I was like still in shocked. The next second you know, I already crossed the stage and had gotten my diploma. The one thing that surprised me the most was that I CRIED! That was the last thing I had expected to happen. I had no idea what happened. Before we started to walk to our seats, I already started tearing up. When I got near the seats, it finally hit me that this is it. High school is coming to an end and everything would be so much more different. What hit me hard, was that song that choir people sang about "our last years." Man, that song just went KAPOW on me. I was crying thinking back to the last four years and everything that has happened. Our class president's speech was really touching. She knew exactly what to say and everything that needed to be said in my mind. Surprisingly the ceremony went by faster than I had wanted. After this, I know I won't even see lik 3/4 of the people. For some people I got to say one last good-bye, but for others, I don't know if I ever will. I didn't even get to take a lot of pictures with people. ): That was the worse thing ever. But at the end of the night, everything is over. I truly will miss a lot of people. I wish everyone good luck and hopefully we'll see each other in the future. WHOOT WHOOT CLASS OF TWENTY TEN!!!!

ONE OH YOU KNOW! (; 

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

No one at the moment. Maybe later?

Why?

Why is it that when I wanna give up, there's always something that makes me second guess myself? I hate this feeling. I wanna be able to stop, but I don't want you to stop too. I give up doesn't mean you should too. Cmon, would you fight for me this one time?

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Dear (I don't know who),
Umm... I don't have anyone that has passed away that I'd like to talk to to. So yeah.
Sincerely,
Winnie

Withdrawal

I need to withdraw myself from this. I need to stop or else someone's going to get hurt in the process. For some reason I feel like it might be me. I don't know why, but it's just is. My mind is not settled yet and I don't think I'm ready. All I want is to have fun and somehow this "fun" is not working as well as I thought it would be. At the same time, I think I'm being lied to. I'm scared and afraid to know the truth, but I WANT to know the truth. I don't think you're the option for me. It takes a lot to handle me and I don't know if you'll have the patience to deal with it. I can make things so simple, but it can get super complicated. I'm sorry if this doesn't work out. But unless you're willing to give your effort, your welcome to do whatever you feel like doing. I'm not going to force or pressure you into anything. I just want to know what your thinking and what you're doing. I know you've been holding back alot these 2 days. Please tell me?! If you don't, I'm going to assume and it's not that great. ):

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Graduation TICKETS?!

Oh my, so I'm like desperately in need of two more graduation tickets. FML! Seriously, why is it that this year they only give us 5 each? Last year, everyone got 6 each. Man, this really sucks. My school sucks balls. I don't see what their deal is. I have no idea where am I going to find those extra 2 anymore. I've asked so many people and no such luck. I really want my friends to come so I can see them and stuff. I'm still surprised they wanna come. I don't want to be like I invited them and then denying them cuz I don't have tickets for them. Oh poop! I noticed A LOT of people are in need of tickets too. There are even people whose selling their tickets. Honestly, as desperate as I am right now, I would not buy my tickets cuz dude we're all getting our tickets for FREE. So why do people sell them? It's unfair. But you never know. The things that the people do to get what they want. I hope I find tickets soon. I got until Thursday? Yeah around there cuz Friday is graduation and I don't want to tell them last minute that I'm not able to get them tickets. But either way I'm glad they want to come. (:

Peace ♥

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear J,
Dude when's the last time we hung out? Like 2 years ago??? Man I loved those times. I think the last time was at QQ Yogurt. HAHA and I was telling you about my love story! Fun times. I miss talking to you and laughing like crazy people. I hardly even talk to you. And if we do see each other it's only a hi or sometimes nothing at all. I missed those sophomore year times. ): You were awesome and I hope we'll get to hang out soon like maybe this summer?  Yeah? I hope so. Oh yeah I still needa make your insert. I'll be on my way to making it. (:

Sincerely,
Winnie

Monday, June 14, 2010

Unlimited!

YAY for unlimited texting! <3
I love my mommy.



Me: Mom, can I get unlimited texting.
Mom: Only on one condition.
Me: What?
Mom: Help your brother sync songs to his ipod
Me: THATS IT?!
Mom: Yeah
Me: Of course I'll be glad to do it! You pinky promise?
*sticks out her pinky*



HAHAHHAHAH ♥

Aww...Yes please!

Hey he's pretty cute. LOLL

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Dear Taylor Lautner,
I think your're so damn fine! I can't say anything more. You define hotness. I love how you look so seductive. I would totally date you. I love how you dated Taylor Swift. That's damn cute. After reading about you in magazines, I think your one fine gentleman. I wish I can meet you in real life. But all I can do is to look at your pictures, watch the Twilight Saga, and dream about you. HAHA. Honestly, I'm not that crazy about you as I sound like I am. It's just that you got all the boyfriend material that most guys don't have. I hope that you find someone that will treat you right in the future. LOLL
Sincerely,
Some Girl That You Don't Know

HEHE

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:

1. clothes
2. shoes
3. yearbook insert stuff
4. books
5. plastic bags
6. pencils/markers/pens

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like someone? maybe (:
2. Does someone like you? Maybe. I don't know.
3. Do you get bored of people? It's only boring if you  make it boring.
4. Have you ever been lead on? Yes kinda.
5. Have you ever been cheated on? Umm....no comment.
6. Do you want to be in a relationship? I'm liking it now.
7. Do you wanna get married? Yeah later on in life.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1. family
2. friends
3. cellphone
4. clothes
5. lotion
6. chapstick
7. water

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Finals
2. I'm going to bomb my math final
3. Summertime
4. Music
5. Graduation
6. What to do.....

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? Nahh
2. Had a dream come true? Kinda sorta
3. Read the newspaper? Only school newspaper.
4. Pray? Nope
5. Have a best friend? Nopee
6. Sing? Yupyupp
7. Wish on stars? Haha not really.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen in love? Kinda-ish?
2. Kiss someone of the same sex? HAHAH yes.
3. Cheated? No.
4. Been to a Bonfire? Yupp
5. Ran away from home?Kinda
6. Played strip poker? Nope
7. Done an all nighter? Yeah..

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? I'm good.
2. Had fun? Yupp LOLL
3. Been kissed? Yes.
4. Felt stupid? Sadly yes. ):
5. Talked to an ex? Nahh
6. Bought anything? Stuff!
7. Used chapstick? Of course.

ARE YOU:
1. Perfect? Who is?
2. Tall? I'm average.
3. In your pajamas? Not really.
4. Left handed? Nope.

LAST:
1. Friends you saw: Wendyyyyy
2. Talked to on the phone: Joeyy
3. Person to text you: Joeyy
4. Was today better than yesterday? Yupp. It's good.


FAVOURITE:
1. Number: 15
2. Colour(s): Purple, teal
3. Food: Japanese sushi!
4. Place: anywhere with people I love.


QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
1: Do you have anything bothering you? Not really. Actually yeah finals. I wanna do good, but I don't have the motivation to do so.

2: What’s the last movie you watched in theaters? Robin Hood D:

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Who, what, where, when, why

WHO'S
Who are you liking? I don't know.
Who is your best friend? No one.
Who makes you happy? People who makes me laugh.
Who is your favorite family member on your moms side? My cousin in NYC.
Who is your favorite family member on your dads side? None.
Who are you closest to? Mommy.
Who do you tell your secrets to? It depends on what kinda secrets.
Who were you with last night? Your momma. XD ROFL
Who do you live with? My family.
WHAT'S
What's your full name? Winnie Jia Li
What's your birthdate? December 15th
What's your favorte color? purple and teal
What's your favorite sport? NONE.
What's your favorite number? 15
What do you do in your spare time? Go online, text
What are your pets names? I don't have names for them.
What's your favorite song? "California Gurls" (:
What's your favorite T.V. show? The Hills
What's your favorite movie? New Moon
What vehicles do your parents drive? Honda & Lexus
WHERE'S
Where were you on your last birthday? I was...at home?
Where do you live? MPK
Where do you want to live? Next to the beach
Where was your last vacation to? San Francisco
Where did you go in a car last? In n OUT, Walmart, Mall, Target
Where do your grandparents live? MPK
Where do you want to go to college? UCI
Where is your heart? In my body? LOLL
WHEN'S
When did/will you graduate? JUNE eighteenth!
When do you want to get married? I don't know yet.
When are you happy? When I'm with my friends and happy people.
When did you cry last? The last time when Ebony made me laugh real  hard. HAHAHA
When are you moving next? I got no idea. Not moving anytime soon.
When did you last get a text? About an hour ago?
When are you going to bed? I don't know. Probably late
When is the last time you took a vitamin? I totally forgot.
WHY'S
Why do you think you were born? Because my parents wanted a child. LOLLL
Why is Britney Spears so messed up? She's not messed up. She's damn fine!
Why are you stressed? I'm not. Well not really. And if I am, it's cuz of stupid finals.
Why is MySpace so addictive? It's all about facebook now.
Why do clowns scare people? Because they're creepy. D:
Why are you bored? Because I am. There's nothing to do. Well there is, but I don't feel like it.
Why is Tom Cruise so wierd? He is? I thought he's alright.
Why are you taking this survey? Because I'm boreddd.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Dear Internet friend,
I'm not sure what this really means. Does it mean we only talk online or we do both? Well I'm going to pick someone I do talk online and in person. But recently we talked more online than in person. What can I say? So many things are happening fast. Dude, in a matter of four days soooo much has happened. I noticed we flirt so much, but I like it. (: It's just that sometimes, I don't know when to believe you. You can be saying one thing, but not meaning it. I don't if I should believe the things you say to me. It sounds real, you sound serious, but I don't know. I doubt you a lot. I'm sure you know that cuz when I say "I don't know" or "maybe" or "We'll see" you don't like it. But what else can I say? I can't be like yes and then you end up disappointing me. You know it. There are times that you can't keep your words. I hope that one day I won't doubt you as much as I do now.
Sincerely,
Winnie

I don't know.

I don't know why graduation hasn't hit me yet?! I mean seriously, it's happening in 5 days! Can you believe it? Boy does time go by fast or what? Everyone was like they're either happy or excited or sad. I say it's going to be bittersweet. I already said I won't cry cuz what is there to cry about? I honestly have to say there's not a lot of people I'm going to miss. And if I do miss them, I'm going to make the effort to hang out with each and every one of them this summer before we all leave separately. So much has happened these four years in high school. I gotta say I went through a lot. I did stupid things. I had fun times. I made friends and I lost friends. I was happy and I was sad. I stressed over finals, pulled all nighters, and slept in class. Anything you can think of that a teenage girl had gone through, yeah, I've went through most of them. What else? I don't know. I think I know why it hasn't really hit me yet. It's cuz after high school, I'm still gonna be home. So I don't think it's going to be any more different than it already is. I've been living here all my life, so that's the reason why. So we'll see. I wonder when is it going to hit me. When am I going to get that panic feeling like "OMFG, I'm graduating!" time? LOLL. We shall see.

Yes very true.

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Dear Ex-boyfriend,
You were such a good boyfriend. Thanks for being my first. You were everything that most girls want. I'm sorry things didn't work out between us. You gave me the best time of my life and made me so happy. Thanks for so much memories and thanks for all the things you did and gave me. (: You were wonderful and there's nothing I need to complain about.
Sincerely,
Winnie

Saturday, June 12, 2010

HAHAH.

Day 6 — A stranger

Dear Stranger,
I don't know what to say. All I have to say is I don't know you or know who you are. What is there to say when you don't even know someone? I just hope you're not creepy. LOLL
Sincerely,
Winnie

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Day 5 — Your dreams

Dreams,
Why does it always come whenever I'm super tired or at the randomest moments? It's like out of no where here comes a dream. I know sometimes when I think of something too hard, it becomes my dream too. But most of my dreams are related to one thing. I never have those scary dreams people talk about. LOL! My dreams are just weird. It's mostly a 'WTF' moment. HAHA. I don't like it cuz then sometimes when I wake up, I get those weirdass butterflies that comes from no where. I don't know what to do. I used to think that a "dream is a wish your heart makes." Does that still apply? I got no idea.

You Belong With Me ♥

You're on the phone with your girlfriend,
She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do
I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do
But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong.
I think I know it's with me.

( Can't you see that already? I'm always going to be there. )

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Random.

How many texts are currently in your outbox? Too much to count
How late did you stay up last night and why? I don't even remember. I just knocked out.
Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you? Yes.
Who was the last person to text you? Joeyy
Ever heard the saying “to get over someone, get under someone else?” Uhh no.

Five months ago, can you remember who you liked? Surprisingly no one.
Do you find smoking unattractive?Yes. It's plain disgusting. D:
If you could make your lips bigger, would you? Nahh. I'm good.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl? Kinda sorta, but not really.
Are you one of those people who just don’t care? It depends on what you're talking about. But in most case I do care.
Which is worse, missing someone or not having some one to miss?Not having someone to miss.
Do you think you could be with someone for over four years? Yes.
How long do you think it takes to fall in love with someone? It depends.
Have you done something recently that you regret? No not really.

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone? Yes it was one of the hardest thing to hold in the tears too. So I just cried.
What annoys you the most? When people complain about shiet and take things for granted.
How much longer until your birthday? 6 months!

Have you spoke to your ex today? No. We haven't spoken since.....a long time.
Hows your relationship between yourself and your parents? It's alright.
Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? I don't know.
What are you looking forward to? Graduation and summertime! WHOOOO...
When’s your birthday? December 15th.

Can you commit to one person? Of course I can.

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Dear Brother J,

It's fun watching you change. From the cute little baby to the BIG brat to this sorta kinda mature-er boy. I still remember when you used to pull my hair all the time and I would cry. Ironically, I like to play with your hair now. HAHA. Anyways, I don't know what to say. Sometimes you annoy me, but sometimes we seem so close. I like how you always eat my leftover food or anything that I don't like. It's funny how I took you shopping for a birthday gift for your girlfriend. (: You didn't even know what to get her. You're a very good boyfriend. LOL. And it's fun to always ask you about stuff that so random especially at night when you're trying to sleep, but I can't sleep. :D Sorry that sometimes I get all up in your business, but curiosity kills! D: I can't wait to watch you grow up and everything. It's going to be interesting.

Sincerely
Winnie

Bored againnnn

Who was the last male you talked to? Brian
Who is someone that can always make you laugh? BABY WAWA! :D

What were you doing at 10am this morning? It's not even 10 am yet. LOLL
What were you doing an hour ago? Getting ready for school
Do you plan on moving within the next year? Nopee.
Are you wearing anything on your feet? Yeah flats.
What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months? Summer vacation whoooo!
Do you remember your dreams? Yeah sometimes.
Where did your last hug take place? In 6th period.
Have you been to a baby shower? I think so.
What cell phone company do you use? T-Mobile
What color is your hair brush? It's pink.
Do you watch the Super Bowl? Nopee
What about World Cup? Nahh. Not a sports fan.
Do you sleep with a teddy bear? No but I got my pillows.
What is the last movie you watched? Robin Hood
What movie do you think everyone should watch? Twilight series. HAHAH
What is your middle name? Jia
Do you have your future children's names picked out?Nopee
What color is your mailbox? Umm Khaki?
Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Nahh.
What brand is your computer printer? HP
How many cars can fit in your driveway? Twooo
Who was your Kindergarden teacher? Mrs. Hall
Are you taller than your mom? Yesss
Do you have any bruises right now? Yes I do! :O
Are you cold right now? Not really.
Do any of your close friends have kids? Nahh
Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now? Nope.
How many years older and younger than you are you willing to date? Older= 5 Years, younger= 1 year
What brand are your favorite jeans you own? Forever 21. LOLL
What is the closest red object to you? Adrian.
What is your favorite video game? Mario Karts!
Do you play games on your cell phone? Yes when I'm bored.
Do you look more like your mom or dad? Mommy! (:
Have you ever broken an pinata? I don't remember.
Do you have an iPod or Mp3 player? I have an ipod.
If someone doesnt like you its probably because: I got no idea.
Who was the last person in your bedroom? My brother.
What are your plans for this weekend? I got no idea yet.
Have you ever crawled through a window? Nope
Do you lose your keys often? OMFG! I got it stolen once. ):
How many keys are on your keychain? I got two set of keychains. LOL One with one key and other with two keys.
When was your last encounter with the police? I don't remember.
Do you sing in the shower? HAHA when I'm in a good mood.
Do you always wear your seatbelt in the car? Yes I do. (: I'm safee!

1,2,3...

How did you get one of your scars? Umm, I fell off a scooter ):
How did you celebrate your last birthday? It was whateves. Didn't do much.
How are you feeling at this moment? Hmm...content
How did your night go last night? It was (:
How did you do in high school? I'm still in high school LOL. Only got 8 more days. :O
How did you get the shirt you're wearing? I don't know?
How often do you see ur best friend? I don't have a best friend.
How much money did you spend last month? ALOTTTT D:
How old do you want to be when you get married? I don't know.
How old will you be at your next birthday? Nineteen.


NINE WHAT'S:
Your mothers name? May
What did you do last weekend? Out (:
What is the most important part of your life? Having friends and family by my side.
What would you rather be doing? Be out of school and go on vacation.
What did you last cry over? Umm..sad stuff?
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? Listening to music.
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? Able to make me laugh on any occasion

What are you worried about? Graduation! :O
What did you have for breakfast? Egg.


EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Umm...yes :X
Have you ever had your heartbroken? Yes ):
Have you ever been out of the country? Yupp.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? Yes I have. haha
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? Sadly I did.
Have you ever had sex on the beach? Nope.
Have you ever dated someone younger than you? Umm nope.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day? Yeah a picture book counts right? LOLL


SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw? Desiree
Who was the last person you texted? Joeyy
Who was the last person you hungout with? Desiree
Who was the last person to call you? Joeyy
Who did you last hug? Snoww
Who is the last person who texted you? Joeyy
Who was the last person you said "i love you" to? :D I'm not gonna say! (;


SIX WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live? Don't have a best friend.
Where did you last go? GCC -___-
Where did you last hang out? It's not really hang out but went to GCC LOLL
Where do you go to school? MKHS
Where is your favorite place to be? Anywhere with my Baby WaWa! HAHAH
Where did you sleep last night? In my bed


FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now? Maybe (:
Do you think anyone likes you? I don't know.
Do you ever wish you were someone else? I used to.
Do you know the muffin man? Yes I do. LOLL
Does the future scare you? Kinda sorta.


FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)? UGH!
Why did you get a myspace? Cuz everyone else had one so my friend made me one too. haha
Why did your parents give you the name you have? Actually they didn't. My aunt did.
Why are you doing this survey? Cuz I'm wasting time and fucken bored..


THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be?? Read people's minds.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? Nah not really. Everything happens for a reason.
If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring? OMFG! I got no idea. ):


TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? I don't know. No?
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? Yes I would.


ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now? It's good enough. I have it better than a lot of people in the world.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Day 3 — Your parents

(Since I'm waiting for someone to send me the project shiet, I'm going to blog a bit. Practically everyone is watching the LAKERS game now. -____-)

Dear Mom and Dad,
You guys worked really hard to raise. We argue, laugh, cry, talk, etc. Honestly, I know I can be a real pain in the ass and I'm glad you were there anyways. Mom, you were there to give me advice, talk to me, make lameass jokes, and just being there. Dad, you were there to support the family and take me to places and teach me how to park a car. LOLL I'm very fortunate to have both of you in my life and there's nothing that can replace you guys. I promise that when I get older, I will not leave, but buy a nice retirement house for you guys to live in. (: Thanks for all the support! ♥

Sincerely,
Winnie

California Gurls ♥

California girls
We're unforgettable
Daisy Dukes
Bikini on top
Sun-kissed skin
So hot
will melt your popsicle
Ooooh oh ooohh
California girls
We're undeniable
Fine, fresh, fierce
We got it on lock
West Coast represent
Now put your hands up
Ooooh ohh ooooh

Monday, June 7, 2010

Day 2 — Your Crush

Dear Crush,
I don't know what I like about you. Is it because you're such a jerk that's why I like you. Wait, but who likes jerks? Apparently, those are the only people I do fall for. ): I can go on and on about you, but I'm going to stick to the basics. You are a very close friend. We've known each other for awhile now. I remembered how I helped you through your tough times, talking to you til 4 am in the morning. Man those were bombass times. How come we don't talk on the phone anymore? I know I said I would never fall for you. I lied. It's not my fault that you give me butterflies every so often now. Ever since that night. Yeah, thanks for the memories. (: But also thanks for making feel like a fool when you do break my heart. I'm kinda not really, but will be looking towards that. ): Cuz it's going to happen sooner or later.
Sincerely,
Winnie

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Dear Best Friend,
Sorry you don't exist.
Best friend is merely a title that people call each other. Why do we even need this title? I guess so one person will feel more special than the other? Well, I don't believe in "best friends" anymore. You can have as much best friends as you want, but not everyone is going to think that same. Let's think of it this way. As long as you have inside jokes or secrets to share with someone, that someone should be blessed to have you to share something with. I don't NEED someone to BE my best friend. All I need is someone to sit there and listen to my problems, give me advice when I need it, keep everything I say to them to themselves, and share laughter and jokes with me. That's all. It's plain and simple. Is that too much to ask?
Sincerely,
Winnie

Every day?

Going to attempt doing this everyday. Hey, it's going to keep me on track on my blog for the next 30 days? I hope. HAHA. If not, then whenever I'm bored. (:


Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
You can either send it to them (anonymously or personally) or keep them to yourself.

It's funny how...


HAHAH! (;


Kinda :/


Friday, June 4, 2010

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Guys

This is by far the best definition that I found. I cannot stress this enough. Like seriously, why do you guys do this. You say you don't understand girls, but look what you guys put US through? You think it's fun, well I think it's just torture.

“If you think about it, all guys are a**holes. All they do is mess with your mind. Guys only talk to you on a consistent basis if they fall under one of these things: he is a close friend to you or if he’s your best friend, he genuinely likes you, or he WANTS you or wants something from you.
You want to be the girl that he will do anything for or will do anything to spend time with you, not the girl that is just another option when he has nothing else to do.”


Dude, seeing the way that this is, it's just too much. I just want to stop. ): I can't constantly wait here while you're out there doing your thing. Why must this happen? I just want to say thanks, but no thanks!

Epic!

Today is the first day of June, but for some weird reason I decided to put July on my paper. O.o

Plus, I actually took a shower plus wash hair within 10 minutes in order to watch my TV show. How epic is that? LOLL

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Mind games (:

It's fun. I like playing with your mind just like how you did with mines. I'm not falling for that stupid "I miss you" crap anymore. You play it, then I'll play it better. But sometimes I wonder when is it going to end? Whose going to give in first? By the way, I love when I see you start trippin'. I feel like you actually care. (:

LOLL