Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Sagittarius. I guess it fits half of my personality. They say I'm honest, ambitious, and kind. I like the outdoors rather than staying inside. They say that sagittarius are very optimistic, but I'd say I'm not as optimistic. There are times where I'm pessimistic at times.

6. Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Honestly, I am not doing these day by day. I'm just going to write these whenever I have time or when I'm bored. HEHE...

1. I like to paint my own nails.
2. New makeup makes me happy.
3. I save tags from my clothes.
4. Water makes me full when I get hungry.
5. I hate when people touch my things and don't put it back to where it originally belongs.
6. Dogs are my favs.
7. I sing aloud in the car when I'm driving by myself.
8. I do the weirdest things to my brother. (Just ask him.)
9. I constantly change up my purses.
10. Wearing my pjs are the comfiest. If I could wear em anywhere, I would.
11. I hate the rain. It makes me sad.
12. There's times I feel sad, but I got no idea why.
13. If you start bitchin' at me, expect me to be the same. (I'm the sweetest bitch!)
14. My life can get boring sometimes.
15. When I can't sleep, I take 2 Tynylols.
16. I never ate at Denny's/Del Taco before.
17. Shrimp gives me itchy marks.
18. I am allergic to a couple types of fruits.
19. I love it when my wallet is loaded.
20. I tend to daze away when I'm on the elliptical listening to my music.
21. I smile at strangers when we make eye contact.
22. I hate driving in the rain.
23. Rude people deserves to learn their lesson.
24. I like it when people say "Please" and/or "Thank you."
25. I am the most sarcastic girl, you can meet.
26. When I see cute things at stores, I buy it. Then I come home and asks myself why did I just do that?
27. I am learning to save up my money.
28. I over analyze everything.
29. The 'what ifs' always hold me back into doing something that I want to do.
30. My mind is very complicated to decipher.

5. A time you thought about ending your own life.

This actually happened not so long ago. Over a year ago, I went through depression. It might be hard to talk about it at first, but I'm open about it now. It's what made me stronger today and taught me a big lesson. I'm not going into details about this because this is pretty personal about it, but those who I'm friends with should know what went down. Normally, people won't think about death unless there's something wrong with me. Well, as for me, I was going through alot of things at once. I couldn't handle it, so I just droke down. I hit rock bottom hard, and I had no idea what to do. Suicide thoughts started to flood my mind and I just wanted to quit life. Luckily, I didn't do anything that actually killed me or I wouldn't be here today. I picked myself up slowly. Eventually, I got back on track and continued my life happier. Sometimes, I think about what happened to me and I find myself feeling stupid for doing something that wasn't worth it at all. But when you're at the moment where you feel you can't ever be happy again, the only things that go through your mind is sad things and anything to stop pain from coming.

4. Your views on religion.

I don't really care for it. It depends on each person's personality and how they were brought up in their family. I am not religious whatsoever and I don't have a religion that I follow through. So I guess you can say I'm atheist.

What to do?!

I'm scared to do it. I'm scared to say it. But the worst part is I'm scared of your answer. I feel like I'm back in middle school again. I feel like I had more guts back then. I don't know what to do. I think I just gotta stop overanalyzing it and go for it. What will I lose anyways right? But...


I DON'T KNOW! D:

I'm hella interested and I'm down to see if you can make me more than just interested, but I'm still unsure if the feeling is mutual. In fact, I'm unsure if the feeling was ever mutual in the first place.

This is sick! (:

3. Your views on drugs and alcohol.

I am definitely against drugs. I've never used drugs and I can guarantee myself that I would never do it in the future. Overall, it's just a bad thing. People turn to it because they're sad or depressed and just want to get out of reality. Well, it's only a moments thing. Your problems will not disappear if you use drugs. It's harmful and bad for your body. I really don't like it when I see my friends use it, but sadly I have no control over what they do. All I can do is stand there and watch them do it while I feel sad inside because of what they are doing to themselves.

Alcohol. I'm alright with it because it's okay to drink every once in awhile. I know alot of people who drink and there weren't any harm done to them. As long as they know their limit then it's all good. There's those people who get wasted because they don't know their limit. Drinking is not harmful if you don't do it consistently, but there are alcoholics that control what they do after like abuse. There's definitely a limit to it. If you can only take five shots then do just that. Don't go over your limit just because you want to show others you're "cool" or better than others and whatnot.

However, it all comes down to each person's choices. If he or she chooses to do drugs or drink or both, then it's their choice. There's nothing much people can do about it besides say something. But if they don't listen, then it's their choice and their responsibility.

LACE!

Something I'd want to do.

2. Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Honestly, I have no idea. I'm thinking of getting a Bachelor's Degree then go to FIDM. That only takes about 5 years of schooling. So hopefully, I'd be able to gind a job that could be my career too. I just want to be successful and not disappoint my parents. I want to be a happy person and be able to help others and do whatever I like. I just want to be me.

This reminds me of you.

Quote

"Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they’ll notice. If they don’t, you know where you stand."

1. Your current relationship. If single, discuss how single life is.

Single! The single life is going pretty well. I don't have to commit to anyone. I'm definitely not tied down and I'm free to do whatever I feel like doing. I can flirt and have fun without feeling guilty. It's a good feeling. It's exciting!

I like doing these. Starting tomorrow. (:

30 days.
1. Your current relationship. If single, discuss how single life is.
2. Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
3. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
4. Your views on religion.
5. A time you thought about ending your own life.
6. Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
7. Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
8. A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
9. How you hope your future will be like.
10. Discuss your first love and first kiss.
11. Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
12. Bullet your whole day.
13. Somewhere you’d like to move to or visit.
14. Your earliest memory.
15. Your favorite bloggers**
16. Your views on mainstream music.
17. Your highs and lows of this past year.
18. Your beliefs.
19. Disrespecting your parents.
20. How important you think education is.
21. One of your favorite shows.
22. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
23. Give 5 pictures of guys who are famous and who you find attractive.
24. Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
25. Someone who fascinates you and why.
26. What kind of person attracts you.
27. A problem that you have had.
28. Something that you miss.
29. Goals for the next 30 days.
30. Your highs and lows of this month.

Mmmm

You changed.

I have no idea who you have became anymore. You're not who you used to be. I think I'm starting to loose respect for you. I feel that after us, you changed to someone very different. Or maybe it's just that I've never seen this side of you? I don't know anymore. There only seems to be one thing that you want in mind. Is it because you've done it before so you feel that nothing matters anymore? What is up with you? I am at loss for words to describe the way I feel about you. Like I wouldn't mind if you changed, but you changed for the worse. I actually feel awkward and strange talking to you. I don't know what to say anymore. Since day one, I've known of you being a flirt, but your flirtyness is becoming too extreme to the point that you're becoming disrespectful. I'm sorry I just don't know what else to say. Yeah it was all fun and games before, but now it has came to the point that it ain't even funny anymore. I'm signing out of your life. Peace out to you!

Joseph Vincent! ♥

Raining days sucks!

I hate rainy days. I must be one of the few people who hate it cuz you can't do anything in the rain. Like today, I was supposed to go see my babies, but it got canceled cuz it was wet out and it was a bit rainy/sprinkling. I only get to see my cute babies once a week and now I gotta wait til next Sunday to see them. ): Oh well, I don't know why this kinda weather makes me feel gloomy and outta place. There would be so much going through my mind. Whereas a normal day with sunshine, I'd feel absolutely normal and even bubbly at times. The weather does definitely affect my mood.:/ Not good....

I'm in the mood for more bloggin.

I realized that I don't blog much about my days or feelings or whatnot anymore. I mostly do those day by day things and then post up pictures. I didn't feel the need to let my feelings out to the whole world, but sometimes I think it can be a good thing. So lately, I felt that it could've happened. There could've been a chance, but boy was I wrong. I had a pretty good feeling that things could've come through. But nope don't think it's going to happen anymore. I was the only one making plans. I was the only one thinking of it. I was the only one that wanted it. Too bad it wasn't what they wanted.

Why is it that...

...when I want to talk to you, you don't text or call me, but when I don't feel the urge to talk to you, you're here constantly?!

UGH!

I hate it when people say they're going to do this and do that. Then when the time comes they either go they never said it or they don't want to do it. What is your problem?! If you say you've never said it, only you yourself, God, and the person you said it to know. You're right, there's no proof that it happened, but cmon, bring some respect and take on your responsiblity. Why can't you just fucken man up to what you say?!  I'm not going to force you to admit it, but I know and you know what you said. Don't be a stubborn bitch and act stupid like it never happened! What's your problem anyways? You're a guy, why can't you do something for your friends for once. You got nothing to loose. You won't even fucken loose your virginity for god's sake. -_- The funny thing is you're richer than all of us, but you wouldn't wanna spend a penny for us and expect us poor folks to pay for you. No this is not how it works foo! You don't go ask people to pay for you because it's your birthday. I know it was your birthday so what?! That doesn't mean you can demand someone to pay for you. FUCCKKKK!!!

Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.

1. I don't think I've ever fell "in love" before yet.
2. I have a wall built up because I don't want to get hurt.
3. I can be pretty vulnerable at times.
4. Sometimes I put too much effort in something that doesn't deserve it.
5. I always put so much hope, that I get disappointed ALL the time.
6. At the beginning, many things are all fun and games.
7. After all the things I've went through, I still have a teeny bit of hope.

Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.

1. ICE CREAM!
2. Apple pie
3. Chocolate bars  (Baby Ruth)
4. Singing my heart out! LOL
5. Splurging money on unnecessary clothes.
6. Buying small random but cute items
7. Watching my Chinese dramas!

Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.

1. MONEY!
2. IPhone 4
3. Clothes
4. High end makeup products
5. Juicy Couture purse
6. Travel to Paris and SHOP, SHOP, SHOP
7. A pretty Tiffany & Co. necklace, bracelet, and ring

She's too gorgeous.

2:15 AM

1. Last beverage: Water!
2. Last phone call: Aaron
3. Last text message: Wendy
4. Last song you listened to: Grenade- Bruno Mars
5. Last time you cried: Sometime in July

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Nope
8. Kissed someone:  Yup
9. Lost someone special: Not that I know of.
10. Been depressed: Yeah.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nahh

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Teal/turquoise
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: TONS!
16. Fallen out of love: Nahh..
17. Laughed until you cried: HELL YEAHH!!!
19. Found out who your true friends were: Somee...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YEAHH D:
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: Umm yeahh
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Practically all of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: zero!
24. Do you have any pets: Yes
25. Do you want to change your name: I'm good.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: No shiet! NADA!!! D:
27. What time did you wake up today: 8:00 AM
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching TV
29. Name something you cannot wait for: When the fuck is my financial aid coming.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: An hour ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Too much boy drama.
32. What are you listening to right now: Wendy talking LOLL
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: YEAH
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: After a whole month of school, I still haven't gotten my financial aid money. Please hurry up and save this poor college student!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.
36. What’s your real name: Winnie Jia Li
37. Nicknames: Win Win, Ivory, Baby Girl, Baby Boo
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary: Repetto
42. Middle School?: Repetto
43. High school/college?: Mark Keppel High School, Glendale Community College
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Shoulder length
46. Height: 5’4"
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Not just one crush :X
48: What do you like about yourself?: Hmmmm....
49. Piercings: earsMy ears=5
50. Tattoos: One and more to come.
51. Righty or Lefty: To the right, to the right...

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Wisdom teeth
53. First piercing: Freshman year so I was like about 15.
54. First best friend: Patty
55. First sport you joined: Never liked sports.
56. First vacation: Hong Kong/China
58. First love: I guess you can say none.

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I’m about to: go sleep.
62. Listening to: Nothing
63. Waiting on: Nothing

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Nah not really.
65. Get Married?: Suree
66. Career?: Hopefully!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Both
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Olderr
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantically spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both!
73. Sensitive or loud: In between.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: A little of both.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: Yeahh
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yupp
79. Sex on first date: No way Jose!
80. Broken someone’s heart: Maybe
82. Been arrested: Nah
83. Turned someone down: Yeah
84. Cried when someone died: Yup
85. Fallen for a friend?: LMFAO which one isn't a friend?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: I try.
87. Miracles: Sometimes when it does happen.
88. Love at first sight: Not really.
89. Heaven: IDK
90. Santa Claus: He disappointed me.
91. Kiss on the first date: It depends but I'm fine with it.
92. Angels: IDC
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nooo... I'm faithful!
95. Did you sing today?: HAHAH yupp in the car always (;
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time: There's hella things to change but everything happens for a reason right?
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: There's nothing last year that's memorable. It was one of the worst years I've lived in.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: At times.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nahh LOLL

Whatta kutie!

Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.

1. Do the laundry
2. Clean up my messy room
3. Organize my closet
4. Clean the inside of my car
5. Update my ipod
6. Get pepper spray
7. Fix my ring

I try...

I fight back the urge to call or text you. I tell myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.

Sorry

Saying sorry one time is forgivable.

Two times is somewhat forgivable.

Third time is getting irritating.

Forth time is annoying as fuck.

Fifth time is unforgivable.

The thing is the more sorrys you say for the same reason, the more the meaning is lost. If you're going to do something wrong the first time, then it's forgivable because no one's perfect. Everyone makes mistake. So of course you will be forgiven. Overtime, if you've said something more than once, it usually loses its meaning. Like how some people like to make promises, but always say next time when time comes, that's exactly the same as sorry. Don't say sorry unless you mean it. And if you do mean it, don't make the same mistake again. Everyone makes mistakes all the time. I understand that, but what I don't understand is, how can you make the same exact mistake over and over again???

Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.

1. People that stop texting you out of no where.
2. Cars that tailgate me. -_-
3. When people say they'd do something for me, then ends up forgetting about it or pretend nothing happened.
4. Backstabbers! Got something to say? Say it to my face!
5. People who to takes or touches my things without asking.
6. Others taking my gum when they go through my bag.
7. Selfish, annoying people who don't let me explain.

AWWWW...ADORABLEE!

Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.

1. A JOB!!!
2. A dog as my pet
3. My own place to live in
4. Kim Kardashian body
5. A laptop
6. Drawing skills
7. Tanned skin

I've realized what I've been doing lately.

It's not something that's good. I've been comparing every guy with him. Once I start having a crush on someone and then I start to get to know him, I compare him to that one person. OMFG! What am I doing?! I don't know why I'm doing this. I didn't think that he would have such a big impact on me. This is not going good. I don't want to compare anyone to anyone else. That person is their own individual and shouldn't be compared to anyone else. I know I wouldn't want to be compared to other girls too. So why in the world am I doing this? Gah! I needa stop. I need to stop comparing my crushes and moving on as fast as I change underwear -____- FML!

Bracelets!

Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.

1. I loveeee to laugh!
2. I help everyone: family, friends, even some strangers.
3. I can do my own manicures and pedicures.
4. I smile all the time.
5. I forgive pretty easily.
6. I am not clingy.
7. When I say I'd do something, I actually do it. I keep my words!

Shorts with boots!

Can you see the hearts??

All mixed up inside.

So I don't know what's up with me lately. I think I might just blame the weather and it's gloomy-ness. I feel so mixed up right now. I can't get my feelings straight. I feel so weird. Like one moment I would feel all bubbly inside and another moment I feel sad. In a way, it's like bopolar. I know I'm not on my period or anything so why am I feeling the way I do. I don't know what to do. I don't want to talk to anyone about it cuz well there's some things I don't want to jinx it. But well I just had to ruin it earlier. I feel so bummed out right now. Me and my big mouth. I knew I didn't want to talk about it cuz once I do talk about it, my mouth keeps running like a faucet. -__- I hate this. I knew I shouldn't tell anyone about it so that I can let things go with the flow, you know. But now that I blew it, I know things are done like it has happened before. I hate this feeling. I hate the feeling when someone can keep you on your toes and then the next second, you're nothing. UGH! Why can't I stop thinking about it now? I feel like I've ruined the chances. Gawd!
I don't know why I'm so honest these days. Like last night I told someone something that I knew I would not have told him before. I remember back in the days when I used to keep all my feelings to myself and not telling the person I liked how I felt about them. Ever since this year, I've actually been more open, maybe a bit too open, about my feelings. I'm not really sure if this is a good thing or not. I have definitely changed alot for the better. I'm not that shy anymore. I talk to strangers as if they're good friends of mines and I open up alot more. I feel like I should maybe take it a notch down, but I know if I did, I might not be where I am again. I don't know...we'll see.

There's soo much to remember...LOL

Another one to occupy my time HEHE (:

Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.
Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.
Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.
Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.
Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.
Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.
Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.

What is...

...more than a friend, but less than a lover?

Awww...UP! :D

Day 10: One person you can trust

This one is the hardest one of all. It's really hard for me to trust people and it takes alot of time. I don't trust people easily because of all the times that people have hurted me. I build up this wall everytime and then there's days where it's so easy to break down the wall and there's times when it takes forever. So it depends on who it is too. If I feel that I can trust someone then I will. This is one reason why I don't believe in best friends either.

Hella rings! (: