30. Your highs and lows of this month.

This is the very last one for my other 30 day challenge.

Highs:
-Shopping with my own money nonstop
-Working
-Getting good grades that I didn't expect to
-Got my second tattoo
-Got my cartilage pierced
-Hung out with a close friend I haven't seen summer time! (:

Lows:
-Lots of raining days ):
-Kind of drifted away from a close buddy
-Got sick right before New Years D:

Day Three: A person that you lost/drifted away from this year.

I've drifted away from alot of people due to the fact that we graduated high school and everyone are going to different colleges and such. I can't think of anyone in particular though. I tried to stay connected to a particular few. We talk here and there. We text here and there. However, there is a person I've recently lost connections with. We haven't talked for awhile now. It might've been a couple months already. I wonder how he's doing. We both can't swallow our pride to make the first move to talk to each other. Oh wells...we'll see where this takes us. I'd say we both  need a break from each other.

Day Two: A person that you met this year, and why is this person special to you?

Hmm...I've actually met a lot of new people this year especially since I go to college now. I would say each and every person I've met has changed my life in every possible way. There were people who I've met in high school during the beginning of this year. Even though it was my last year there, that was the time I got closer to some people. What is sad is that I only got to know them in a short amount of time and yet we get along just fine. We text here and there, but sometimes it's just not the same because we don't see or talk to each other as often as I like. Nonetheless, I'm gad I've met all these new people that have became a part of my life. I've learned a lot from them and they don't even know. HAHA! I love these people I call friends! ♥

Before 2010 ends.

There are only 3 more days until 2010 ends. This year has been spectacular in some places, but overall I'm content to have such a peaceful year. However, all I want before this year ends is to hear from you one more time before we enter 2011. A text just to ask me what is up with me woud be nice, a phone call would be better, or even just seeing you in person would be awesome. I don't ask too much. All I want is to see a text from you. I have a feeling that's not going to happen though because we are both on different paths. Different paths that makes us go farther and farther away from each other. Thanks for being part of my 2010 year!

Day One: One of your favorite memories this year

I would have to say PROM NIGHT! (: It was honestly one of the best memories I've had this year. Thanks to my date.

Hmmm... ?

If a boy really likes you, he doesn’t care how tired he is, how much homework he has, or how late it is. He’ll talk to you.

So if that's true, was that how he felt? I don't know. I feel like he's different though.

Time for a new one! LOL

Day One: One of your favorite memories this year
Day Two: A person that you met this year, and why is this person special to you?
Day Three: A person that you lost/drifted away from this year.
Day Four: A person that impacted your year.
Day Five: Did you change yourself this year at all?
Day Six: A new lesson you learned this year.
Day Seven: An event that impacted your year.
Day Eight: Your greatest low of this year, and have you learned anything from it?
Day Nine: Did you stay true to your 2010 New Years Resolution?
Day Ten: How you felt about 2010 and what you expect in 2011.

Day 25: It's Christmas! A photo of your favorite gift.

I couldn't pick between the two so I put both of them together:

One from my mommy and one from 3 lovely girls! (: ♥

My imaginary tree (:

Day 24: How excited are you now? Christmas is tomorrow!

I am feeling content right now. I can't wait to open my presents. LOL! But I'm even more excited to play Santa tonight hehe! Shhhh.....

Day 23: Are presents under your Christmas tree yet?

Nope because I don't have a Christmas tree up. ): But there are a few gifts sitting in my room waiting for me to be opened. LOLL It's sooooo tempting mang, but I'm waiting for Christmas morning to open them!

Day 22: A photo of you in the holiday spirit.

Imagine I was sitting on that couch surrounded with these adorable puppies!!! (:

Day 21: Have you been drinking alot of hot chocolate or coffee?

Hot chocolate yes, but coffee nope. I haven't had coffee in such a long time now. It's not about hot chocolate now. It's all about hot nutella drink! YUMMMMM! ♥

Day 20: Christmas is right around the corner! Did you spend alot of money?

So I finished doing my Christmas shopping this one day and honestly I would say nope. I only spent less than $200 and I even got myself a little sumtin sumtin. (; I'm happy I found good deals this year. Maybe it's because this year I actually used my own money to buy other people's presents instead of asking my parents for money. HEHE!

Day 19: 3 things you hope you get this Christmas.

3 things that I know I won't get, but something I want:

• A puppy
• A dog LOL!
• An itouch

Now 3 things that's realistic enough for people to get me:

• A build-a-bear! (:
• Giftcard from Forever 21
• Cute nailpolish

Day 18: One person you wish you could see this Christmas.

SANTA CLAUSE! LMFAO! I'm just kidding.


I kinda sorta want to see J.P. It's probably going to be a fail. D:

Day 17: A photo of where you would like to spend Christmas next year & why?

New York Times Square. Why? It's because I've never seen snow and the biggest chance to snow is New York. HEHE (:

29. Goals for the next 30 days.

1. Hang out with my friends.
2. Watch drama.
3. Watch my new DVDs.
4. Go to the gym.
5. Buy Christmas gifts.
6. Take care of my tattoo.
7. Have fun.
8. Go to the wax museum.
9. Sleep more.
10. Do my nails.
11. Catch up on my videos.
12. Clean out my room.
13. Clean up the files on my computer.
14. Go to work.
15. Pick classes for Spring semester.
16. Find good sales at the mall.
17. Eat more fruits.
18. Find something productive to do.
19. Blog more. LOL
20. Hang out with Ebony.
21. Watch Harry Potter with Ebony.
22. Buy cat/dog things for the shelter.
23. Go help wash my babies.
24. Walk my babies on Sundays.
25. Bake some yummy cookies.
26. Catch up with people I haven't seen ever since the summer.
27. Girls' night out!
28. Clubbin'
29. Sleepover at friend's place.
30. Redbox movies I haven't watched that I want to watch.

Day 16: What's your favorite Christmas tradition?

I personally never had this before because my family don't celebrate Christmas whatsoever. If I had to choose then I'd say I want to wake up on Christmas morning and there's snow outside and then under the Christmas tree, there would be tons of presents. Then, sit in front of the fire place and drink hot cocoa. HAHA!

I hate when this happens.

Cute outfit...

Day 15: You're standing under the mistletoe. Who do you wish was there with you?

Of course TAYLOR LAUTNER! Duh!!! LMFAOO. But if I had to choose a realistic person, I would want to say J.P.P. ♥ HEHE!

Awww

Day 14: Did you enjoy last Christmas?

I don't even remember what I did for Christmas last year. ):

28. Something that you miss.

As crazy as this sounds, I'd say I miss high school. There isn't alot that I miss about high school, but it's just the things that we have in high school was so much more easy. LOL! I guess you can say you always want something you don't have. Like when you're going to school, then you want to summer to come. But when summer is here, you wanna go back to school. That makes a lot of sense right? However, I do enjoy college nonetheless. It's so carefree and I feel more independent. (:

Day 13: Who do you plan on buying gifts for and what will they be?

As of now I'm planning to get gifts for my family and a very few close ones. As for what I'm going to get them, it will be a secret cuz I know a few people who reads this. HEHE (;

Day 12: What gift do you really this Christmas?

I really want a puppy or dog. I know that will never happen unless I get a place of my own. Other than that, I just want to be happy and have loving family and friends to hang out with.

Day 11: 5 things you hate about Christmas.

There's no snow in SoCal.
The malls are closed on Christmas Day.
Santa never comes to my house. ):
Being broke because of all the Xmas shopping. HEHE!
I can't think of another one because Christmas is absolutely awesome! (:

Day 10: 5 things you love about Christmas.

I like the seasonal music in malls.
I like to see all these decorations all around.
I like to have Winter Break. HEHE!
I love going to other people's houses during the holidays to catch up and whatnot.
I like hunting for sales after Christmas at the malls. (:

27. A problem that you have had.

Throughout my life, I've had plenty of problems. I got through every single one because if I didn't, I wouldn't be where I am today. I don't want to name a specific problem I've had. The broad topics are boys, friends, family, health, and school. I would say the most problems I've had, have to deal with friends. LOL! I've learned a lot of lessons the hard way. That's why I've changed a lot since things went down back in elementary school.

Day 9: What's your favorite Christmas treat?

Jolly Rancher Candy Canes & Gingerbread cookies! ♥

That's so adorable!

26. What kind of person attracts you.

Hmm... to be honest I don't know anymore. I like guys that can take the lead. I don't want to always be the one suggesting everything and whatnot. The person should know what he wants to do and stuff like that. Sometimes I can be very easy going so it depends. I'm not so sure. Every person is different. 

Day 8: A photo of where you would be spending Christmas.

Most likely at home.
*Wished my house looked like this. HAHA

Day 7: What does your Christmas tree look like?

I don't have a Christmas tree this year. ): But if I were to get a tree I want it to be tiny (about 2 feet tall) and it's purple. I actually say this at Walmart. LOL!

Day 6: What's your favorite song?

My favorite song is "Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer" and "10 days of Christmas."

Day 5: What's your favorite Christmas movie?

My favorite Christmas movie is...actually I don't know. Hmm..Home Alone 1, 2, 3. The kiddy is so hilarious.

Ashley Olsen!

Is he adorable or what?! (:

FALL TIME!

25. Someone who fascinates you and why.

I don't know who fascinates me either. :/

24. Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

I don't have a favorite movie. LOL

Day 4: Which reindeer is your favorite & why?

Hmmm...my favorite reindeer is probably the infamous RUDOLPH! He is awesome and cute especially the red nose. He's always Santa's favorite reindeer too. LOL! There's really no reason why I like it. It's mostly because I don't know what other reindeers there are except Prancer and Dancer. LMFAO!

Day 3: Do you still believe in Santa Clause?

Nope. Santa Clause let me down a couple years back already. ): LOL!

23. Give 5 pictures of guys who are famous and who you find attractive.

This is going to be exciting! HEHE (:

1. My all time favorite..hands down: Taylor Lautner.

2.  AJ Rafael. He's not that famous, but people know him for singing and his youtube videos.

3. Stephen Coletti from Laguna Beach. He was one hot surfer boy! hehe.

4. Channing Tatum. Step UP 1, 2, 3D. Those were the best dancing movies I've ever seen and he was hot in all 3 of them HAHA. (;

5. Boo Boo Stewart: He's not that out there yet, but he's pretty cute. LOL He's in the Twilight Saga as a wolf named Seth.



Day 2: What's on your Christmas list?

Honestly, I don't have anything on my Christmas list. I know the economy is really bad now and there's things where I want, but it's not something I need. So I'm not going to ask anyone, not even my parents, to get me anything. If I really want something, I would just use my own money to buy it. I know that what I want right now is not something I need. I'd rather save up my money and use it for something useful in the future. But if you guys wanna know what I want as for now...it's an itouch. LOL

Day 1: Is Christmas your favorite holiday?

Yes, yes, and yes! LOL Well, besides my birthday. I really love the Christmas spirit. You get to stay home and be all cozy and snuggly and drink hot chocolate. YUM! (: I love it when I go to stores, malls, markets and all those other places just about anywhere you see Christmas decorations. Also, that's when we get our Winter Break from school. Who doesn't like Christmas? I remember when I was younger, I'd stay up late to wait for Santa to come down the chimney. HAHA :D

Christmas countdown! (:

*On top of this, I'm going to finish my other 30 day challenge.

22. How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Hmm...I definitely changed for the better these past 2 years. I learned a lot to get to where I am right now. Lots of things changed for me and I learned to adapt. I also learned that there's never a dead end, but you just have to find the right path to get back on track. Within these 2 years, I hit rock bottom. But I was able to pick myself up with some support of friends that got my back. People come and go, but those that stayed were the keepers. Even though we may not talk as much, I'll always remember those who were there for me. Lastly, I graduated high school and then headed to college. Time sure do pass by fast. It's exciting, but sometimes I want it to slow down. However, time won't slow down for anyone that's why we just got to cherish every moment we have.

21. One of your favorite shows.

Hmm... I hardly watch tv now. I'm always watching it online or just on the computer in general. I used to love watching "The Hills" before it ended. During the time when I was watching it, everything was so relateable to my life especially the last season. It was on during summertime and all the drama and things that went down on that show was almost exactly the same that was happening to me. Although I know this "reality show" was scripted, I still feel like I'm in their positions. It helped me through some of my problems when I was watching how the characters dealt with the same problems. I definitely love watching this show. I wonder if they're going to have season 4....

Which one shall I get next?

Look what I got today..keke ♥

More to come...

20. How important you think education is.

I remember ever since I was able to comprehend things, my mom would tell me school is very important. As I grew older and the ecomony went worse, my mom kept drilling in my head that my education is all for my future. I need to do well to succeed later in life. Well now as I'm older, I realized that it's very true. Without an education, how far exactly can you get? Yeah there may be very lucky people who don't need to go to college to get a well paid job, but that is rare! Things are not as easy as it used to be. Things are going to harder and harder and competition is going up. It is like survival of the fittest out there in the real world. People fight for jobs. People betray others to get a raise. People stab others' backs to get better pay. Etc... I'm sure if I didn't get a good enough knowledge on things I don't think I will be able to get to the best. So now I don't take my education for granted. Even though there'll be times where I'm like "Ugh I don't want to go to school" or I may slack off and procrastinate, I still want to do well or at the least do my best. I don't want to give up on school and my education because I've worked very hard to get to where I am. I'm also thankful that I'm able to have an education.

You should consider this since you have more than 2.

"If you can’t choose between two girls,choose the second one.Because if u really loved the first girl,you wouldn’t have noticed the second."

Sometimes, I think of texting you.

“I hate when someone becomes apart of your daily routine, it’s hard to adjust once you stop talking. They end up being all you think about”.

Today,

So you know how back in high school you have haters or whatnot. There are also people who you don't like and things like that. I have to admit I had quite a bit of haters and I didn't like some people too. Anyways, so today I was working and I saw this girl I didn't like this one girl because of the stupidest reason. We never talked after, but today we saw each other and we both pretended we didn't know each other. My job was to bring guests inside the store so as she walked by I got her to come in and she asked some questions and stuff. I answered her and treated her like all the other guests. I feel like in a way it's kind of like starting over. I mean I talk to a lot of strangers and it feels good to be able to put away all the high school drama and start fresh. I really don't care if she has anything to say behind my back cuz well, I won't be there to hear it. As long as when she's talking to me directly, she doesn't give me attitude and whatnot. This goes out to all my other haters or people I had drama with or things like that.

Uh Oh!!!

Shoot me! I think I'm starting to miss you again. However, I don't want to talk to you if you're just going to talk about what you want and not what I want. FML! I hate this.

19. Disrespecting your parents.

I don't think it's good to disrespect our parents because they are the ones that raised us and helped us with our problems whenever we are in trouble. They support us in what we do and provide us with food and shelter. They always try to do everything for our own good. We should never take them for granted because they are the ones that brought us to life.
There are only various cases where us, kids, will disrespect our parent/parents. There are some not so good parents out there.
However, I've witnessed some of my friends who disrespect their own parents constantly. I find it really hard to accept it at some point. I have seen a friend who constantly yells at her dad as if he's a maid or something. She treats him like shiet and makes him do things just cause she needs/wants something. For example, she asked her dad to get her Mickey Dees cause she was craving it. I've seen another friend who constantly yell at her mom. Just because her mom don't listen to her well, doesn't mean she have to yell at her. I saw that when she yells at her mom, her mom becomes even more frightened that her mom is more likely to do something wrong. For example, if her mom makes a wrong turn, and she yells at her mom, then her mom will likely run a red light.

Give thanks.

Another year  is coming to an end and more things for me to give thanks to. I am so thankful for everything from family to the clothes I get to wear to the house I get to sleep in to the friends that I love. This year I have more things to be thankful for. I am thankful that I'm able to graduate high school. I'm thankful for being able to go to college. I'm thankful to have money to pay for college and books. I'm thankful to be able to get a job in the summer so I can save up money for myself. I am thankful to have my own car. I am thankful to meet new friends at school. I am thankful for doing well on my first interview hence I got a job on my own. There are so much that I'm thankful for. I'm just happy that I have the things I have right now because there are people out there that don't have what I have and I'm thankful for that.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING GUYS!

Hope everyone have a wonderful feast tomorrow and pig out on turkey! ♥

Hey guys,

18. Your beliefs.

I believe in KARMA!
I don't believe in 'forever&always.'
I believe in what comes around, goes around.


&that's it for now.

Winter outfit.

Love always and last forever?

I don't think so. After seeing so many friends saying "I love you forever" to their partners, then ends up breaking up at the end makes me think there's no such thing as "forever." Honestly, a human being canNOT live forever anyways so how can you love someone forever? I remember I always say that you can only love someone forever if you're like Edward Cullen. Of course, this is all fictional, but you get the idea. If you ask me, I would say no I don't believe in forever. Sometimes I come to a point where I don't really believe that love exists within us. Many people can be naive about love when they get their first boyfriend/girlfriend. It's that puppy love kinda thing, you know? There are other people who choose to believe in love just to be in love. Does that make sense? I hope so because what I'm trying to say is there's no such thing as forever. Next time, if your lover says "I love you always and forever" be careful. Just don't put your 100% on those words because if you end up getting hurt, those are the words that killed you in the first place. It's one thing to say it, but it's another thing to believe it. Even if you were definite that you're going to marry this person, there are such things as divorces. I hate seeing people get sad over breakups and then dwell on the things that their partners say about how they'll love you forever and stuff like that. Some of us just like to say it where some of us just likes to hear it.

Karma,

So today I came across an old friend's tumblr. I haven't talked to her in such a long time. We used to be pretty close, but now we've became friends to the point where you only say "Hey" "How've you been?" "Good" "Bye." As I was reading about her stuff,  it made me think. I guess her boyfriend and her broke up recently and stuff went down. It made me think of what she did to her ex. I remember she broke his heart and to this day, I have no idea if she had cheated on him cuz she said no, but from what he said, it seemed as if she did. He really "loved" her as so he said. At the time, I didn't think that it's possible, but anything is possible right? Yeah, he was heartbroken for months and months and I stood by him the whole time. I felt so horrible seeing him feel that way cuz I couldn't do anything to ease his pain and yet I was still her friend. Slowly, me and her faded as friends and we both changed. I was still his friend though just trying to cheer him up every single day. Those days were crazy. I don't know. Well the thing is, she's heartbroken right now or something like that and as mean as it sounds right now, I feel like it's karma.


I really don't want to say karma strikes back, but doesn't it seem like it? I knew that karma existed, but I really never see it until it actually hit somebody. I feel like I'm such an asshole right now for saying this, but it's the truth. Truth is always hard to say because of how people's feelings would be hurt. But since neither of them would read this (hopefully), this is how I see it. I still consider her as my friend, it's just we're not close anymore and things changed. We both changed, no doubt.

LOL wanna know something?

I broke all 4 rules for one person. ): This is not good!

1. We kissed, but we weren't committed to each other.

2. I expected too much instead of just hoping.

3. I did not love, but I liked him when he was taken.

4. I fell for my friend. FML!

MINI JERSEY SHORE!! HAHA Too cute!