I've realized what I've been doing lately.

It's not something that's good. I've been comparing every guy with him. Once I start having a crush on someone and then I start to get to know him, I compare him to that one person. OMFG! What am I doing?! I don't know why I'm doing this. I didn't think that he would have such a big impact on me. This is not going good. I don't want to compare anyone to anyone else. That person is their own individual and shouldn't be compared to anyone else. I know I wouldn't want to be compared to other girls too. So why in the world am I doing this? Gah! I needa stop. I need to stop comparing my crushes and moving on as fast as I change underwear -____- FML!