New York Times Square

The ball just dropped in New York! In less than 3 hours we're going to step into the new year too. (:

So how would you say 2010:

twenty ten

or
two thousand and ten?

I swear next year I'm going there. LOL! That place is so pretty and exciting. I want to watch the ball drop from the top rather than on tv. Hehehe...

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End of 2009.

In a couple hours, a new year is here. We all get a chance to start over and do everything over again. We can do things we never did before or missed a chance to things. I hope everyone have a wonderful upcoming year. Hopefully everyone will have a blasting day! :D

I'm not going to make resolutions this year because each year I make it, I never accomplish or achieve it. So I'm just going to have goals set in my mind. (:

2010!

New Year's Eve!

2009: In the Beginning

Where did you bring in the New Year? at home
Who were you with? my fambam
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? nopee
Did you make any resolutions? kindaa

2009: Your Love Life

Did you break up with anyone? nopee
Did you get anything for Valentine’s Day? don't think so
Did you meet anyone special? hmm nope
Did you fall in love? nahh

2009: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year? yeahh
Did any of your friendships end? yupp
Did you dislike anyone? uh hm
Did you make any new enemies? yes
Did you resolve any fights? nahh
Who were your closest friends? they should know who they are
Who did you grow apart from?quite a few ppl

2009: Your birthday

Did you have a cake?tiny ass one.
What did you do for your birthday? nothing.
Did you have a party? nahh
Did you get any presents? a couple
If so what was the best thing you got? hmm...idk

2009: All about you

Did you change at all this year? yeahhh
Did you dye your hair? yupp..XD
Did you get your hair cut? yupp twice i think
Did you change your style? in a way yes
Were you in school? yeahhh
Did you get good grades? hahah
Did you have a job? i wished i did
Do you drive? yeah but dont hav my license FML
Did you own a car? i got a future car waiting lmaoo
Did anyone close to you give birth? nopee
Did you move at all? nahh
Did you go on any vacations? actually no
Would you change anything about yourself now? yess

2009: Wrap Up

Is 2009 a good year? not so much in the beginning. but I'm getting the hang of it now. sadly the year is ending!
Did 2009 bring any new insights? ALOT! :O
Do you think 2010 will top 2009?i hope so

Mall.

I went to the Montebello mall today. AND it sucked! Literally, in most of the stores I go to, there was nothing, I mean nothing, to buy at all. It was the worst shopping day ever. I've never went to the mall and not think something was worth buying. Each store looked a bit crappy. I think they sold out a lot of nice things after Christmas sale. ): That's sad. And it was raining today. I didn't like the weather, but a good excuse to not stay home. LOL XD I wanna go to a different mall. I've been going to the same 2 malls for the past 2 months or so. Like literally, I go to the mall every weekend. However, I don't buy alot of things though so it's alright. (: I go to the mall all the time, doesn't mean I buy a whole buncha crap everytime. I'm not like those girls that go every week and be like I got $100 worth of things or whatever. LOL

^It is actually a worthy value outfit. Have a girls night out at the club outfit! (:

Fashion #2

OMG! This is for a princess!

Mmmhm. And a perfect casual outfit.

The colors look like cotton candy. HAHA!

Vera Wang's purfume smells good. It's sweet!

Fashion #1

I love her hair! It's so volumnized. Just the way I want it. (:

Purple! :D I like the blue striped cardigan.

Cindy's Birthday Party

Winter Break is almost coming to an end. I want to get the most out of it. LOL. So yesterday I was invited to a birthday party by a childhood friend. She was turning 18 and having a huge birthday bash! (: My mom and brothers went too because my mom and my friend's mom were friends and so they went too. I had to wake up at lik 9 to get ready and I was so sleepy. I slept at like 2 am the day before. Anyways so when we got there, there weren't much people so I just watched tv with my friend. There was nothing to watch though so I played Wii with them. MARIO KARTS! XD I won! LOL. Everyone started to come at 2ish? I'm not sure but it was when it was getting dark. Her friends and relatives came and people started eating and stuff. The best part was that her parents helped her create a dance floor in the garage as sorta a gift for her. There was like everything like a DJ, disco ball, stereos, etc. It looked exactly like a club but a bit smaller. I was a bit shy when I first say her friends and stuff. The funny thing is after we all got on the dance floor, we were all pretty wild! HAHA. :D I swear the DJ was so much better than the ones at our school dances. No offense or anything. The music was the ones I like and people can dance too. lmao. Everyone was like against each other and stuff and grinding. It was actually pretty fun. I was like dancing around a bunch of people I barely know. I'm surprised that everyone was all crazy. Of course, I was grinding on people. I was dancing with my friend's cousin whose a guy. At first, we were all dancing with a small group and then someone grabbed my hand and started dancing behind me. (: I had no idea who it was until I turned around. We all had a blast. It was the best party I went to. The dancing went on for a couple hours. I was sooo tired and we were all sweaty. It was so gross. lol. We all went out to the front yard to cut the cake. It was such a pretty cake and it was coffee flavored. Her friends were so awesome. They bought her 2 tickets to Six Flags and this huge Tigger plushie. She is damn lucky. I wanna get free tickets to Six Flags. LOL. Anyways, so after we were just chilling and talking and playing Wii. There were so much people playing so some watched tv or chatted. I found out my friend's cousin's name is Nick. He goes to UC Santa Barbara as a sophomore. XD No wonder he was so wild on the dance floor. He's used to all that partying already. (: We left at lik 9 and I was effin tired and sleepy. It was such a good day! Wonder if I'll see him again....

Christmas Day!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!! :D

Today is so tiring. LOL. I woke up early to help my mom cook food and then I ended up making 8 lemon pies. We cooked for like hmm...6 hours? HAHA. Of course there were breaks in between. We ain't that crazy cooking nonstop. It was actually fun! I haven't cooked or baked in a while. It is hard work and it turned out pretty good. lmao. This Christmas I didn't have any presents to open cuz I already opened them long before Christmas came. (: It's okei though cuz my family don't have the tradition of opening gifts on Christmas Day. LOL And plus I didn't get much gifts this year. Let me list my gifts from the besterest to the not so best:

1. Twilight DVD :D
2. $25 LOL
3. Hello Kitty key cap thingy

4. Purple Scarf

5. Aeropostale makeup bag

6. Black leather gloves

7. Black necklace

Yupp...that's not alot. But I'm good. I don't need alot of gifts to satisfy me. However, the best that someone can do is to at least say thank you and feel or show that you're appreciated when you receive a gift. It would be sad and disappointing to the person giving you a gift if you don't do anything even if it's a gift you don't really like. It's just a common sense manner. Anyways, Santa Clause is no where to be found today. HAHA. He ran off with Rudolph! (:

Rudolph the red nosed reindeer,
Had a very shiny nose,
And if you ever saw him,
You would even say it glows! :D

Hope everyone have a very holly jolly Christmas! XD

Christmas Eve

It's been 6 days into Winter Break. I have actually did half of the things on my to-do list. (: I even finished my homework on Monday! Yes, I became a nerd for the day. LOL So anyways, for Christmas, there is nothing planned. Technically our family just don't really celebrate Christmas. I already opened my presents! :D HAHA. I just saw something that is very offending. This "friend" says she's knitting a blankie for her dog. She'd rather give something to her pet than to her own friends. I thought I was her friend. I'm not even compared to her dog?! That's just very offending to me. Honestly, I really don't care but she cares for her dog more than her own family. That's how retarded she is. No offense to her or anything. D:

Winter Wonderland

It sucks that Southern California doesn't have snow. It would be an awesome experience. Honestly, I've never touched or seen real snow. I've played with fake snow, but it's not the same. If I ever get to see snow, I would take a zillion pictures and cherish that moment. (: When you see people on tv play in the snow, it looks so fun. They build snowman, have snowball fights, make snow angels, etc. Snow sledding looks fun too. I wonder if I went snow boarding, what would happen to me? LOL. I can imagine myself flying into the snow cuz I can't balance well enough. That'd be funny to watch and would've hurted. (Yes, I know "hurted" is not a word but I don't care. I still say it.) The only thing I would not do would be ice skating. I had a very bad experience when I went ice skating once. I was skating by the side and holding onto my friend's hand. We were skating, but then some person who went out of balance hit me on the side. Thus, I lost my balance and hit my head on the head board thingy and then I fell on my ass.Technically, I bounced on my ass and boy it hurted like a bitch! I also pulled my friend down with me since we were holding onto each other for support. When I tried to get up, I lost my balance again and fell back down. ): It was so sad. I had a bruise on my head and my ass hurted real badly. That is my first and last time going ice skating! Anyways, I heard that the Disneyland in Hong Kong is snowing. That is so cool. It is literally a Winter Wonderland.

This is fucken beautiful! <3

Disneyland is so pretty! The best time of the year to go to Disneyland is winter time. (: There are so many lights and so bright.

Winter Break! :D

Winter Break officially started yesterday. It came so fast. We have 2 weeks, but I can tell it's gonna go by real fast. I have a long to-do list that I don't know which one to do first. I think I should do my hw first so that I can enjoy my break without cramming it all last minute. But knowing me, I will do everything else before I do my hw. Why do teachers have to kill our break with homework? ): That's not a very nice Christmas present. And you know what my math teacher told us to do during break along with a bunch of homework?! She told us to start studying for finals. Are you kidding me? Whose gonna study for finals during Christmas when the final is like still 2 weeks away after we come back from vacation. I think she's nutso! I thought she was a pretty chill teacher back in my freshman year, but now I think she went crazy. I wonder if she's jealous that most of our class like Ms. Lam (the student teacher) better than her. HAHA. Man, that's just sad. Anyways, I'm going to list my to-do list here.

1. English homework

2. Three pages of math homework

3. Do my International Business study guide

4. Clean up my very messy room

5. Clean out my closet

6. Watch Harry Potter and Dark Knight on DVD

7. Die my hair

8. Do manicure and pedicure

9. Wash my make-up brushes

10. Bake lemon pies! (:

11. Volunteer for Dinner At the Park on Christmas?

12. Help decorate Rose Parade floats the day after Christmas

13. More practice on driving so I can past my driving test

14. Apply for FAFSA on January 1st

15. Hang out with Diana (she's gonna love that HAHA)

16. Burn my Chinese dramas onto DVDs

17. Catch up on watching Tough Love 2

18. Blog more (:

19. Clean my computer desk

20. Finish making Christmas gifts for family.

See how long my list is? I wonder if it's possible to do everything in 2 weeks. I already wasted 2 days. Hmm...I still never got to watch New Moon. Maybe I'm just going to buy the DVD when it comes out. I have a feeling it's gonna be sold out before I can lay my hands on it. HAHA. People are crazy these days. I know I'm not a crazy fan. I just like watching it and seeing Jacob. (: It's not an obsession. However, Taylor Lautner is fucken cute! LOL :D

I've never seen this picture of him before. LMAO. I just serched it up on google. (:

A Quote.

I'm tired as shiet and it's 1:55 am. I'm gonna sleep but before I do I just want to put this quote up:

"You realize that when people say you've changed, it's because you stopped living your life their way."

It's actually pretty true though. I mean alot of people say I've changed. And that's all cuz I don't hang around them and they don't know what I want and do.

Okei..gnites! (:

Christmas presents.

You know how Christmas in exactly a week and winter break is starting tomorrow. Well, today practically everyone brought gifts to give out to their friends. I really feel like some people just don't appreciate things at all. I mean I gave people gifts that I normally won't give to because this year I feel like I want to extra nicee. I don't know what got over me this year. I wanted to be Santa Clause this year maybe because this year is my last year in high school. I don't know though. I just wanted to be nice and plus I know that no one will get me anything for Christmas anyways. I already figured it out in the beginning. But I don't care cuz I just wanna make others feel happy for the holidays. I'm used to not getting gifts every year before this one too. This year is the first year I gave out so many gifts. I even gave gifts to those I wouldn't really talk to.
So this morning, I came to school with Diana and we gave out gifts to "Party-pooper." And then we found "Dumbass" and I gave her a gift. Diana gave her a card and gift too. She looked at us for at least 5 seconds and then she said "Thank you!" It was so weird and I was like WTF. Excuse me?! It's kinda like a manner thing where you have to say these "magic words." I'm like in my mind, "Are you stupid or what?" She has no manners at all. And you know the sad part is, she never got me a birthday gift, but I spent so much on her. It sucks how I made her a surprise party and all she did was say "Happy Birthday" to me on aim. How fun is that right? I gave her like 100% and she returns with barely 5%. I don't know if this makes sense, but hopefully people get what I'm saying. Anyways, so me and Diana got this one girl a birthday present together. It costed around $30 and there it goes down the drain. She didn't get me a birthday present either. I spent so much. I was so nice I even made pillows. I was gonna make 6 but I ended up making cuz I was super tired and lazy. LOL! It was actually pretty looking. I wanted to make myself one too. But I got tired. Anyways, it's whatever I guess. I kinda volunteered to give out presents this year.
I really think that Party-pooper likes Stiffy. (: This is so random but funny.

Quotes & Bad Times

I found this quote on this one person's blogspot and it is so smiliar to this one quote I like.
"Never put an effort into someone who won't put an effort in you."
And my quote is:
" Don't make someone your priority if they only make you an option."

It's the same meaning, but with different wording. I believe this is really true especially when I've been hurt so many times. People who didn't know me before would never know what I have went through. The ironic thing is the other day in Government class, we were discussing on a topic that triggered me to think back to my elementary years. When my teacher was saying how it's sad for 8th graders to go through "cyber-bullying," I was like OH yeah? Well, think of what it would feel like if a 7th grader went through all those cyber-bullying AND gossips AND written notes. I was like thinking why didn't I know that it's cyber-bullying back then. Why didn't I report it to the school and they might've stopped by now regardless how much they hate me? After that incident, I finally figured that what they had done to me is literally bullying my emotions. They hurt me in every possible way, emotionally. I was emotionally attacked and I didn't know what to do. As many people say, "Let the past be the past." BUT as much as I want it to be the past, I will always remember it. AND, another ironic thing is that 2 people that were involved are in my Government class listening to that exact discussion. I looked over and one of them looked at me at the same time. And she had her head down the rest of the time. She won't feel ashamed either way so why did she look down?! Near the end, the teacher was like "99% of you guys would never do such a thing right?" He paused and it was dead silent. I cleared my throat and then he's like "Or maybe that 1% of you guys would do it." How ironic right?! Yeah I know!

Tired.

I am ssooo tired today. ): I can barely open my eyes and on top of that I still can't forget the argument I had with my mom last night! It was intense. It just put me in a really bad mood. I seem like I'm really pissed off or lack of life today. i just wanna sock whoever that is in my way. I think I will if someone really pisses me off. On a regular basis, I would just laugh it off or be like "Shut up!" Not today, guys! I'm surprised some people in first period are smart enough to not annoy me. (: Thank you guys! The day isn't anywhere near an end yet, and I already don't feel well. I needa go home and take a long nap. I also got really mad that I wasn't able to watch my tv show. When the last time I really watched tv?! Mom was like saying it's my fault that I'm always going out. Well, its not like its anything big. Why the fuck do I have to stay home all the time?! She really wants me to have no life or something. I'm outgoing, and you can't keep a person that likes to go out at home. It sounds a lot like jail. Seriously, I'm almost fucken 18. I'm like a legal adult and I'm not able to go out much. Are you kidding me?! WTF! Ugh, I hate that. If only I have my car now and drive to somewhere far, far away. LOL I'm kidding, but seiously though. I love those parents who are so laid back, and don't really worry about their children when they go out. Many people I know have parents like that. They are so lucky. Why can't my mom do that? She needs to calm down. It's not like I'm going out to do something illegal. All I'm doing is chillin' with people I want to hang with. I bet she's going to keep me at home til I'm 70! LMAO. Is it even possible?

I really don't understand why if I'm not nice, I come off as a bitch. If I am nice, people take advantage of that to walk all over.

Heels!

I have a hard time walking in heels. I just wore heels today, and my feet started hurting. I got blisters. It doesn't hurt that much on the sole of my feet, but the part near my toes hurt. I think it's cuz it rubs against the shoe. I wonder how am I supposed to go to work in heels in the future. LOL. I need some more heels to wear out so I can get comfy in it. (: I was walking in the mall in my heels, and omg! I almost died. It was so hard. Maybe cuz my heels are too high and I'm not used to it yet. It's like around 3/4 inches?! I'm not even sure. I should start out with 2 inches though. HAHA. I probably need some lessons on how to walk in heels. LOL.

Recently, I haven't been feeling well. It's not that I'm getting sick, but it's an emotional thing. I don't know what I'm feeling. I can't explain that feeling. Sometimes, I would wanna sock someone in the face and sometimes I'm like really happy and cheerful. Am I going into mood swings? LOL. I better not go thru that depression again. Ugh, Winter Ball really makes me think about that all over again. I wish there would be a better memory to replace. I doubt that would happen though. ): It sucks.

Rain!

Rain rain,

Go away,

Come again another day,

We want to go outside and play,

Come again another day!

It's raining,

It's pouring,

The old man is snoring,

He went to bed and bumped his head

And couldn't get up in the morning. :D

Honestly, I don't like the rain. It sucks especially when you have to go to a crowded school that is having construction. -_- Our school sucks cuz it's so crowded. It is already crowded and with the rain everyone is cramped inside the main building. There is even barely room to breath. People get wet and then complain. I do too that's why I don't like walking in the rain. I do have an umbrella but I'm scared to poke someone's eye out. :X LOL It's been raining for a week now. However, it stopped for 2 days then continued raining. I know Southern California is in serious need of rain, but it's not something I like. I'm just not a rain person and I really don't wanna get sick again. That's why I've been layering up like crazy these days. Even though in class, it is pretty warm, I still should keep myself warm in case the AC decides to blast. HAHA. The weather is always so foggy that it can make me feel gloomy just being outside. That's why the rain is not very nice. I like to have sunny but windy weather. It's kinda like the beach weather! I lik the breezy-ness and the sun shining down on me. (: Thinking about the beach makes me wanna go there, but in winter?! LOL. We can have a BONFIRE! How fun...haha but it's quite impossible. I wonder whose down for it? I should do that for my birthday. Nahh..kinda too late to plan anything now. Imma have the boringest birthday! ): This is gonna sound just like my 14th birthday. That experience was horrid and it's just so sad. OH well...still have to move on either way!

December.

I finally finished shopping for Christmas. YAY! (: All I have to do is purchase the last gift and I'm stress free! HAHA. I think December is passing by soo fast. Is it me or what?! It's like almost my birthday then it's gonna be Christmas then it's gonna be New Year's Day. I actually like December cuz there are so much things going one. Winter Break is something that I'm looking forward to cuz it's gonna be 2 weeks of no school. I get to sleep in! LOL. My mom was like she wants to have a Christmas party. She's funny. I thought she don't like to have parties at home cuz she gotta clean up after. Is she outta her mind? LOL But that would be fun though. We haven't had a party at home for a long time. The last time we had a party was..hmm..when it was my 12th birthday? Or was it 10th? I forgot. But I know it's been a very long time. If we do have one I wouldn't mind helping her cook! (: I wonder who she would invite though. It's free food who wouldn't wanna come? LOL.

Honestly, I don't want it to be my birthday yet. I don't wanna turn 18 cuz if I turn 18 everything's gonna be different for me. I would actually be legal! That thought kinda scares me. I have to follow the law like adults. I'm old enough to buy cigarettes, BUT that doesn't mean I will. That's something I would NEVER do. OH I can vote now too. HAHA. That would be fun. Hmm..what else can I do? I know! I can go clubbing! :D I think I can go into a casino too right? I'm not sure. And hopefully, I can pass my driving test too. However, that's gonna be later on. Probably not until next year is when I will go take the driving test. Thinking about it makes me nervous. ): The meaning of purple roses are hilarious! "Purple roses represent majestic glory and can symbolize eternal love, while lavender roses signify love at first sight or the beginning of true feelings. Deep purple roses should be reserved for intimate situations." But I still think they're pretty. I don't mind the meaning of it. (: It's pretty expensive though for a bouquet of flowers. I wouldn't want anyone to spend so much on me when it's gonna die after. LOL. I think there's a way to save the roses though.

So Close Yet So Far...

It is so close yet so far away. What is it that I'm talking about? Of course its CHRISTMAS TIME! :D Who doesn't love Christmas. And after Christmas is New Years. OH GOD...Another new year already?! I thought it was just 2009 awhile back. LOL But seriously, this year passed by fast. I'm glad that I got through something that happened to me in the beginning of the year. Thanks to those who were there for me the whole time. :D I didn't do any of my ' 09 resolutions and it's already time to make new resolutions for 2010. YAY for Class of 2010.

OH WHAT?! OH TEN! YOU KNOW!

HAHA. It kinda sounds funny though. Anyways everything is going by so fast. Half of me wants to hurry up and finish this school year, but the other half is like not even ready for college at all. I miss those elementary years cuz when you think about college, it seemed a whole long way to go. Thoe times were fun. You didn't have to think about anything else but to have fun. There were NO dramas whatsoever. Dramas cause shiet and shiet cause problems. -_- How in the world can you stop drama from coming?! It sucks period. ): Dude, I miss those times when I was drama-free. Hmmm...it's been awhile since that happened. I've been drama-free every now and then, but not a long period of time. Oh well, life goes on either way. LOL

Boring Day.

Ugh. Today is so boring. I'm at a friend's birthday party and there's nothing to do. You know what I brought here, my homework! LOL yupp cuz I needed to finish my work and Diana told me there is nothing to do there. OH btw, I'm at Diana's cousin house and it's his birthday today. And people here are rude. I'm serious, not to be mean or anything , but they like to just invade your space and talk over you. HAHA! Well I went Christmas shopping yesterday. I'm broke as fuck now. I can't even buy myself a peacoat! ): Oh well, I'll just wait until Christmas is over or when money isn't so tight now. Don't get me wrong I love the holidays, but it also makes me all poor and don't have money. Usually, I don't get anyone anything though. I just buy something for people who buy a gift for me. I kinda don't like Christmas shopping cuz it's hard to find good gifts or gifts that others like. Sometimes you get something and that the person don't like and then they re-gift it for someone else. HAHA. I know people do re-gift presents. I did that before too. Shhh... (: LOL People don't even know if it's a re-gift if you haven't opened the gift.

I can't wait for Christmas to come. But I wonder if I'm doing anthing this year. Winter Break is in 2 weeks. I can't wait though.

Those "quiet" ones...

Those people who are always quiet in class, yeah, those are always the ones that seem to follow people around, those are the people we should be careful of. Why? Because "She always seemed to be the quiet one. But the quiet ones will get you." I totally agree with this quote. I got two examples already. The most recent one is retarded. Originally, nothing happened, but somehow she turned it into worse than what was expected. WTF right?! Like today, at lunch, it was so weird. Like what Diana said, "She brought the dark clouds over." I'm serious. It really seemed like it. Like she came over, and just sat there eating. I was talking with 2 of my friends and we were like laughing and having fun. And she sits there eating her food the whole time. She didn't even try to join in our conversation or anything. She just sat there. Literally! Then after she finished eating, she leaves. WOW! Is this what you call friends? You don't even talk to your friends and then you go to other people to find some sympathy from them. That's just lame. Why did she even bother coming over when she's not even gonna talk to us? D: It seems like she just steps in and out of my life whenever she feels like it. WOW so bullshiet. Just cuz she can do it doesn't mean I can't either. But I just choose not to cuz it's just really stupid and immature! >:[

Okei so at night I was chatting with a friend, "D." So, somehow we ended up talking about this other friend mentioned above, the one that ate her lunch and left. Then, I don't know how it began, and he was telling me that I should put in a effort to make a good conversation with her that would last. First of all, she's the one that's always killing the conversation. She can't carry on a good convo either. I mean I would start talking randomly, and all of a sudden I would lose her cuz she either goes into another topic or says something really stupid. Seriously, is that all you got? Ugh, then "D" starts telling me all these things that all signs points to him taking her side rather than listening to me. How fustrating! He made me wanna strangle him right then and there. Too bad he wasn't there in my face or I've might've kicked him in the balls. LOL! I mean cmon why would you even sympathize her if you "don't talk to her much." You're just bullshieting me like that. I'm not an idiot, so I can tell when you're lying or when you're not. Geez. He said alot of offending things. Even though he goes "just kidding, " I really don't think so. He meant what he said in the first place. He tells me to go try to be friends with her. HAHA funny, I tried. I pulled her aside and asked her what's wrong. She just bullshiet me the whole way. Thanks! -_-
SO here's the not so exciting part. Even though throughout this whole convo with "D" was not fun or interesting AND he kept making me wanna just slap him on the face to give him a wake up call. Anyways so near the end, I asked him why his friends always stare at me and my friend with these creepy stares. When I mean creepy, I mean like scary and weird and awkward. LOL. So he tells me don't automatically assume the worst, and why can't I assume a good thing like "they look at you guys cuz you guys are cute or hot..." :OO ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! Can you imagine a bunch of nerds thinking girls are hot or cute? WOAH. NOW that's what I call creepy people. Thinking about makes me have nightmares. I'm serious. Not to be mean, but seriously, maybe they should like stop! I thought all nerds just think about is their school life, like homework, classes, and grades. They think about girls too?! Wow...impressive! I'm scared now.
***So girls be careful if there's a nerd sitting next to you in class. You might think that they're reading a book, but they could be staring at you when you hardly notice. LMAO!

Quotes&Pictures (:

These are the prettiest purple roses! <3



BLUE ROSES! LOL

I agree with the laughing part! :D

This is kute. It's like made out of a map. HAHA What great way to ruin a map! (:

Quotes

Sometimes there's quotes that tell exactly what I'm going through or what I'm thinking about. It makes life much more easier. (:

Jealousy

Jealousy. I don't like that feeling. ): I get jealous VERY easily and that's how I've been ever since ever. When I do get jealous, it always has something related to myself like it envolves people I know or whatevers. The feeling is unexplainable. I know there are people that can relate to me, but not many people care about it. Well, I do. That's just me and I always try not to care about it, but its hard. LOL I think I should take control of this feeling and find ways to stop myself. This is gonna be hard, BUT I'm willing to try it. The funny thing is that there are people that try to find other people to make us jealous. Sorry, it doesn't work that way. Try harder if you can, but it's not gonna work. (:

OH so a really random statement. I finally finished using my Honey Burt's Bees chapstick. I can now use my Pomegranate one. :D And it smells soo good. LOL XD

Blackout & Randomness

There was a blackout at my house yesterday. It was so crazy cuz we didn't have electricity from the morning all the way to night time. I have no idea when the electricity came back on but I think it was after I went to bed. It was so hard to walk around the house at night. And you know how it starts to get dark around 5 pm now. -_- I had to shower with a flashlight. That was the hardest thing ever. I couldn't do my homework either so I was like whatever, I didn't feel like doing it either. That was the longest blackout day ever.

OH so anyways I noticed something. There's actually quite alot of guys that got haircuts over the Thanksgiving break. LOL I am serious. I'm like "Did you guys all planned that out or something?" It's actually pretty funny. Some people's hair cuts are ridiculously funny. I'm not being mean or anything, but each time I see it, it kinda makes me wanna laugh. LMAO AND NOO... I wasn't checking them out, it's just that everytime I see them, it's like so obvious. I still think it's very funny how these guys got their hair cuts over this weekend. I think I noticed about 5 guys so far. It's only Wednesday. Gahh.. this week is passing by soooo slow. I need another weekend already. I think that break was just not enough. HAHA.

Diana's staring at my computer screen right now. And I have nothing to say anymore. It's period 3 and I'm just trying to stall for time. (:

Sometimes...

"They say that good things take time,
But really great things happen in a blink of an eye."

One meaning with many words to describe.

Selfish. Self-centered. Self-indulgent. Stingy. Narcissistic. Egotistic. Self-absorbed. Snobbish. Stuck-up. Vain. Bragging. Boasting. Opinionated. Haughty. Over-bearing. Conceited. Obssessive. Pompous. Supercilious. Self-involved. bossy. Cocky. Brat. Too proud. Showy. Disdainful. Smug. Imperious. Cavalier. Insolent. Vainglorious. Know-It-All. Peremtory. Snotty. Egocentric.

• Only thinks of oneself.


• Always talks about me, myself, and I.


• Wants everything for themselves.

There's people out there that actually think of themselves like that. They just don't notice that they're doing that, but outsiders think that they're very self-absorbed with themselves. I wonder if they ever feel tired of talking about themselves. Hmm...

Black Friday (:

WOW Black friday was fun. Well I woke up @ 3 to get ready and pick up Diana and Wendy and we went to Santa Anita mall. Surprisingly, there weren't a lot of ppl. I thot there would be a huge mess of ppl but nahh. There was a line outside the Todai entrance, don't know why tho. And we decided to go thru the other entrance cuz my dad went in already after he parked. We got in and went to JC Penny. They gave out micky snow globes and it was kutee! (: HAHA Anyways we shopped around. Me and Wendy tried to convince Diana to gget skinny jeans but we weren't very successful.LOL! Watch..I will do it one day. XD And after went to Charlotte Russe. There wasn't a gigantic sale but I got some things. 2 kute tops, earrings, and a chain necklace. I couldn't find a kute purse. I wanted a brown or like a suade one. Then went to past the Disney store and there was a tiny line. But we still had to wait for at least 10 mins. We got in and it was super crowded. Wendy went in to get a Stitch plushie for her sis. And I decided to get this big Minnie Mouse plushie. It was only $16 so why not. Hmm...went to other stores too but we left right away cuz the line was looong. So we just left without looking at anything much. I wanted to check out Forever 21, but the line practically went around the store. So crowded. Then, went to Sidecca and looked thru there sale box. There were actually kute stuff and I got 2 tops for my mom. I had a horrible headache during the whole time. But I sucked it in cuz I wanted to shop. LOL It was a hangover from the Thanksgiving dinner @ Andrew's house. haha well we went to the food court to sit. So tired that my legs could've fell off. For some reason I lost my appetite after seeing other ppl eat. So I didn't eat and plus my headache was killing me. After like an hour of rest and my friends finished eating, we went to walk around. We went to Wet Seal and Cali, there wasn't much that was like cheap so I didn't bother to check much out. I spent alot already and plus I was tired from lugging my freaken huge plushie around. When I bought it, I didn't think that I have to carry it around. What an idiot! HAHA. At least I wasn't complaining much, or maybe I did a bit. (: Hmm..then Diana's dad was gonna come to pick us up and we waited by JC Penny. Finally, he came and then we went to Walmart to pick up her mom. And my mo was gonna pick me up, but she took forever to come so I just waited for her inside McDonalds cuz Diana and them had to leave. I sat there and I almost fell asleep. LMAO. When my mom did come, I went home to eat pho. YUMMM...(:
I took a long nap after that cuz I was soo dead tired. Slept til 6 then mom woke me up to eat dessert and then I went back to sleep until like 10ish and showered and back to sleep. LOL

So this morning I had to wake up early cuz my new driving instructor was coming @ 10. I drove around MPK. Then went to San Gabriel. It was okay but I got nervous in the beginning. It took some time to get used to braking and putting on gas. It was a 2 hour lesson and it was okay i guess. I know I need more lessons tho. But I wanna take my driving test before the new year comes. Hmm..we'll see. XP Another driving lesson tmr!
OH YEAH I still never got a purse. ): so sad.

REJECT REBOUND >:O

I love how I get info out of people that some other people aren't honest about. It's fun but then makes me mad at the same time. You know I really hate people that lie to me. If your gonna lie, please be slick about it. If you don't know how to lie, don't even try. You're an idiot for trying cuz at the end I will find out. You have no idea what a dumbass you look like. I hope one day you realize the world does not revolve around you. You're not the only one that lives on this earth. Therefore, don't try to pretend like you know everything when you're just making a fool outta yourself. Find some logic cuz your logic SUCKS! Just letting you know that. You're not as smart as your think you are. AND you don't know shiet! You say you do but I bet you have no clue what your doing or thinking. I just wanna let you know, those guys don't like you for you. Some don't even fucken know you even though you spent like what, 2 years, around them? I'm sorry to say, but your just a dumbass! You don't know what's in the reality world..It's not like what's in your little dreams where "love lasts forever." DUDE..you can't even get over someone you've NEVER seen in your life, but yet you call that your 'boyfriend." How realistic can you get honestly? A person with the right mind would know that's not real and you shouldn't take that seriously. I guess you don't have a right mind since you believe all that online love shiet was foreals. Are you foreals? I don't see what's the point for you to brag and show off what you got. I mean that's all you can get. How fun is it to hang with a bunch of nerds? You think I'd be jealous or anyone else would be jealous that you're hanging with those nerds. Well sorry hun, nobody is jealous of you. You're making a total fool of yourself right now. Since you love Hong Kong so much, why don't you go back already? You belong there more than here. You even said it yourself. I just need to tell you that people in America don't like it when they smell horrible BO. So, why don't you get yourself some deodorant and put it on yourself. Cuz honestly, you smell from a mile away. I just never said anything cuz maybe you can smell it yourself, but apparrently you don't even notice the horrible smell. OH yeah one last thing. Did you know that your a rebound? Wait, do you know what that means? Well if you didn't, it means that your the only option left when people get rejected. You're the closest and easiest thing they can get to so they go for you. I don't think you realize that cuz you seem really happy about it and you seem to enjoy it too. WOW Get a life.


I can see how much time I wasted on you cuz each time you just took it for granted. I'm never gonna look out for you cuz you don't need it. Have fun finding someone else whose gonna reach out and help you.

Currently Listening to: Forever In My Life

Today was minimum day. I went to Diana's house after school and we chilled. And when Wendy came over we all went to Nubi's for the Key Club fundraiser. I love pistachio frozen yogurt with cheese cake bites. It is theee bomb! HAHA.. So then went back to Diana's house again and talked soo much. I was supposed to go watch New Moon but then my friend had to work overtime. oh well..watch it some other day. HOPEFULLY...cuz I've been wanting to watch it ever since it came out. Even my brother watched it. Maybe I won't even watch it. IDK we'll see.

OH guess what? Finally, I finished all my college apps. What a relief! :D Now all I have to do is wait for replies which is in another few months.

So, my birthday is coming up. It's the BIG 18. Should I celebrate it? I kinda want to but then I want people to help me out. I mean what's so fun planning your own party? I will definitely pay my own things and all but I need a planner. Maybe I should just hang out with my close friends and hopefully find something fun to do. LOL

AND...one last comment for someone:


After this, I am going to try not to care or worry about you anymore. You don't care so do you expect me to either?

Bleh

Period 1 is passing by so slowww...UGH. I wanna get out already. Since I didn't wear a jacket today, I got my allergies. soo nice -_- I couldn't sleep last night either. I have no idea why cuz well idk. I had a dream tho but I kinda forgot what it was about. (:
OH yeah so there's these crazy people in my class talking about "kings" ROFL. I'm kidding guys! But it was funny and the "Down" song by Jay Sean. ): someone killed the song. I'm sad now.

Currently Listening to: Replay-IYAZ

"It's the small things that count." :D

Currently Listening: Fireflies- Owl City

okei so just came home. no hw at all today YAY! :D second day in a row w/o hw. technically i still have to finish my personal statement but do it later..hahah

so today at school it was pretty extreme. i was extra bitchy today n don't ask y cuz i have no idea either. i was telling the freshmen off at lunch n calling this girl manly n what else? hmm i cant think of it right now. but it will come. LOL so we have half day of school tmr n then vacay! whee I'm excited. kinda. haha its only 4 days but hey better than nothing right?

Thanksgiving is on its way. So I just wanna thank everyone that's in my life and being there for me even on my bitchy times. LMAO I wanna be thankful to everything that I have right now cuz MANY MANY ppl in the world right don't have many of the things I have right now like food or education. So that's why on Thanksgiving imma go volunteer n feed the poor in the park. It's called "Dinner In The Park."

OH then the next day is BLACK FRIDAY! :D I'm happy abt it but then I still gotta convince my mom to let me go. I can't just run off like that cuz well shes a bit overprotective even when I'm almost freaken 18. oh well...at least I know she cares. I'll pursuade her tonight and we'll see how that goes.

First day (:

okei so this is going to be my first blog. to me it seems like using a xanga.. haha. idky but seeing other ppl make blogs or tumblr makes me want to make one too. i dont kno exactly what imma do with this cuz i dotn think i will go on every day. but we'll see. well its first period right now. n the bell's abt to ring so continue later... XD