Why?!

UGH! Why did I have to overhear what you said today?! I wish I didn't. I swear this might be one of the things that I'd rather be lied to then actually hear it. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way, but each time you turn around, I feel that you're going to betray me in some sort of way. It has been a whole year already and I still feel the same way. You know, I kinda wish you just stop being friends with me. ): I'd rather you be friends with her rather than be friends with both of us. Sometimes, I feel vulnerable...